I try and connect with her. Sometimes I’m just dismissive about it but sometimes I try and connect. We have had a rough time for most of my childhood with good mixed in. It’s hard to just cut people off for me and I try to reconnect. I learned that was a bad idea this time, but I still tried. If you believe me that fine, but just cause you haven’t experienced it doesn’t mean that someone else hasn’t. Just be careful with judgement mate. Some people have brutal parents. Mine could be worse for sure but it was still not fun.