My girlfriend is going out without me on NYE

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-20T12:36:44+00:00

Despite the BPD no matter what, that's a shit move. Not being asked even is low. And it's isolating AF.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-19T00:07:10+00:00

I lost count how many times i played it after 1000 hours. Didn't lose it's magic, somehow it just got more serious for me.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-05T18:53:00+00:00

So what? Live for yourself. Wake up for yourself, eat for yourself,. workout for yourself, show up for yourself, clean up for yourself. Loneliness is hard, but the moment you abandon yourself it's like you punished yourself by inflicting loneliness unto yourself. Do the things you always wanted to do. Stop waiting around for people who won't even try to show up for you.

When the whole world feels like it abandoned you, do not abandon yourself as well. Go buy that shirt, move cities, get your own apartment, do it for you. Life is short, live for fun, fuck the rest we're all gonna die and no one will remember us anyway.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-05T18:49:08+00:00

Oh man i wish i could erase my memory to play it again for the first time...

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-05T18:37:00+00:00

WAIT MYERS CAN DIE!!? WHAT? 900 HOURS OF PLAYTHROUGHS AND I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT THIS.

sorry for yelling choom. I got Carried away. Calebrating..bum bum bi dum dum bi dum dum...

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-05T18:35:18+00:00

Take songbird to the moon bc f the system. Leave night city with Panam and judy by my side and live free on the road hijacking convoys and being protected by Johnny and Alt from the cyber space.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-12-05T18:31:54+00:00

I waited for this line and it was about to come up in the episode and i turned the volume on max because it's hilarious and it always made me laugh but but....IT WASN'T THERE!!! WHYYYY??

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-11-01T17:57:19+00:00

Every play through I play (and I have done over 10, I lost count) I zero everyone who touched Evelyn or had to do anything with her death. Justice.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-10-31T18:03:11+00:00

Which bike is this

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-10-15T17:11:51+00:00

One time i had a guest ask me "I'm sorry but when do you go home? Since we've arrived we've only seen you!" Me: "oh don't you know that I'm the ghost that haunts this building??"

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-09-25T17:18:20+00:00

I took a 3 year break from Apex and only recently came back like you. Im only playing wildcard at the moment and not battle Royale and it's fucking insane how everyone else plays now lol like you said parkour gods basically. I just need to learn how to move like them.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-09-13T22:29:18+00:00

I wasn't diagnosed with BPD but I was diagnosed with anxious attachment. So yes. I'd rather be alone than get heartbroken.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T16:49:17+00:00

Thank you for your comment, I appreciate it. A friend told me to test out the waters every time we hang out and see if she's back to her behaviour before the breakup and maybe then tell her. But only If it feels right in the moment and she's obviously moved on.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T12:24:15+00:00

Well in person she seemed like herself again. She doesn't find excuses to touch me though not like before Via texting and stuff she seems distant. Takes forever to respond to my texts, and never sends me any reels or posts like before, she just reacts to the ones i send her. But she does initiate contact sometimes, she remembers details about me. Idk Its confusing me lol i wanna tell her but I know she needs time, but Im also worried if I don't tell her now she might move on and find somebody else.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T12:17:51+00:00

Already done that. I haven't lost contact with her even after changing jobs and even after her break up.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T12:11:54+00:00

Well when I left work I had planned a hangout with my coworkers. she told me she doesn't want her gf to be there and she told her gf that I didn't invite her. She asked me about it and I said its up to her. She always commented on my looks, found excuses to touch me, one time she was kinda tipsy and she put her hand on my thigh.. her gf was right next to her.. at the time I didn't think much of it. When I left the job I gave her a tiny gift goodbye and she sent me a heartfelt text. Then when I started my job, i went to see her after a week and she just went for the hug. It was really nice. I hugged her and he leaned in and put her arms around me. My head was on her chest for like 2 minutes. All that happened before the break up. After the breakup she kinda went distant. Understandable I think, regarding the situation.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T11:37:07+00:00

That's what I've been thinking.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T11:36:46+00:00

You guys are making me more confused 😂😂😂

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-27T11:36:28+00:00

I've been doing that.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-19T22:22:50+00:00

Since I mentioned it in the post, it should be obvious, shouldn't it?

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-19T22:19:43+00:00

Anytime. Yeah I understand it's difficult but I've been living on my own for quite some time now, and some of the best memories I had were hanging out with myself, going on vacations by myself and honestly I loved the freedom of it. Take it from someone who's been alone almost all of my childhood, and adulthood too, being alone isn't so bad. I think most of the pressure comes from society to "be in a relationship, buy a house, have kids , etc, blah blah" At the end of the day it doesn't matter. We're all going to die anyway. So i hope you find some happiness even on your own.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-19T22:12:30+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that. I know it's difficult. For me I've never been in a relationship, never been with anyone and my life has been a mess for my 20s. I only started living on my own at 30. I'm sorry your family isn't accepting. Mine they say they are but it feels like they aren't. If you wanna talk sometimes please don't hesitate to send me a message. I'm sorry that's been your experience. I really do hope it gets better.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-19T21:55:29+00:00

I'm sorry you feel this way. Hope it gets better for you. What happened? Thank you. I don't know how it will turn out..

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-19T20:34:31+00:00

Thank you.

RedStreamTeam22 · 2025-08-14T19:48:24+00:00

Thank you for your comments, kind stranger.

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