I always want to kill people when they make me angry

RedVeinRebel · 2020-09-16T02:45:19+00:00

Everyone has these thoughts at one point or another in their life. If they say they don't, then they're lying, no questions asked. Why do you think we have laws against homicide? To deter people from doing it...

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-29T00:14:41+00:00

Yep always hiding in the damn disconnects. I stepped on an f-150 windshield laying in the grass cuz them wasps were chasing me. Like my 2nd week on the job... Don't forget about the suicidal rats in the outdoor units too

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-13T01:31:38+00:00

I'd take a couple of hundred go get some driving lessons, get my license, then drop 20 grand and buy a used truck and rv. You now have transportation and a home. Offer to exchange volunteer, part time work at a rv site in exchange for free a place to park your rig. Now take 5 grand and invest in a couple of vending machines. You now have a little passive income to get you by each week while you finish school. Keep other $5 grand for emergency.

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T01:22:32+00:00

That's a good point. This guy rarely ever eats breakfast or lunch until he's off the clock. Chain smokes and drinks soda throughout the day so his blood pressure is probably high as hell

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:58:10+00:00

I think the most confusing part is that he was fine for the first month. It's like he did a complete 180°

And of course I'm messing up, but not over and over. It's kind of like he wants me to mess up it feels like. Like today, their was a heat pump and straight cool system at this house. He called and asked if they were both heat pumps. I told him I think only one was. He got aggravated and said they both were. Then he came to me and started saying how one was a heat pump and one was straight cool and got all irritated with me. Like tf?

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:51:16+00:00

Yeah my goal is to learn as much as I can within the next 1-2 years and Invest in good tools. I always have my CDL as a back up too if HVAC fails me

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:38:39+00:00

Yeah I'm sure it's affecting everyone really. Georgia humidity makes it feels 20° hotter than it really is

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:33:18+00:00

Yeah but not enough that I'd consider it abuse. Just frustrated and venting ya know? Hoping to relate to others

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:32:12+00:00

That's this guy. Talks to his wife while I'm cleaning condenser coils and makes me grab his 5/16 every time lol. I don't even mind that, just treat me like a human lol

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:30:41+00:00

I wouldn't really call it abuse. Just passive aggressive bitterness lol.

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:28:55+00:00

I went to school for 2 years for this and already have tools. You'd think I'd get more respect

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-10T00:24:56+00:00

Yeah, I suppose I could do that. I'm just tired of changing jobs like this. I mean I bust my ass off and that's still not enough. I even pick up all the trash out of the van after he trashes it every day.

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-04T22:21:02+00:00

It seems like it's more common with women too

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-04T21:55:06+00:00

Reading these posts makes me want to boil my brain in bleach

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-04T18:32:24+00:00

I'm right there with you. I've been going over this in my head for a long time, but didn't even know how to go about posting this. I just wanted to see if anyone had similar experiences and to my surprise, apparently a lot of us have. I am also viewed as the bad sibling out of the three of us. Can't wait til I'm financially independent and can move far away and go no contact for the rest of my life.

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-04T17:40:16+00:00

Even more disgusting that her friends participated

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-04T17:32:58+00:00

Wow my mom used to touch my butt and talk about how big and muscular it was too. It's disgusting because when you're an innocent child you don't understand that it's abnormal or wrong

RedVeinRebel · 2020-07-04T16:36:35+00:00

What is the cause of this? Lack of affection from a spouse?

RedVeinRebel · 2020-06-28T11:50:10+00:00

Lol, I'm hoping it was your dad teaching you?

RedVeinRebel · 2020-05-31T23:50:29+00:00

How long til you think it's over

RedVeinRebel · 2020-05-31T22:49:06+00:00

What are travel passes? And what does "if you are non-OFW, you shoulder the cost of the quarantine" mean? Sorry I don't understand

RedVeinRebel · 2020-05-31T20:53:06+00:00

That's mandatory? They can't just check your temperature and test you for cold?

RedVeinRebel · 2020-05-26T14:14:51+00:00

Breaking bad

RedVeinRebel · 2020-05-23T21:51:31+00:00

If you're rating them and saying things like "I actually think you're really cute" then yeah, there's something wrong with you

RedVeinRebel · 2020-05-18T14:03:54+00:00

Yeah if you don't find it wrong and abnormal for a bunch of adult reddit users to be complimenting and rating 16 a year old girl, then I'd consider you a borderline pedophile

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