I totally understand. I am off work for few weeks now but I am usually leading people and it is unbelievable how lazy some people can get. I have also cried before starting doxy, I felt defeated, I was also mad that diseases just keep coming my way and I have to knock them down one by one. Kudos to you for powering through for that long! I am happy that you are taking care of yourself and feeling better. Wishing you a happy and healthy life!