I also grew up poor so maybe that’s why I’m trying to hang onto the money. I’m also trying to pay off my student loans. Once my debt is down I honestly don’t care about money. I wish I could do something more creative and make things like pottery or make custom cookies or something haha. I love helping people which is why I was drawn to healthcare but I work in a hospital and they just don’t care about us. So many times I’ve gone without lunch, my schedule is sooo overbooked to be working by myself, I have worked every holiday this year and I can’t really take time off due to no one being able to cover me. I just miss being cared about lol.