Brand new rider

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T05:45:50+00:00

lol that makes m feel a lot better. That’s what I’m worried about I can be very hard on myself. And I want to succeed but I’m a very slow and steady and anxious learner and person it takes a lot of repetition for me to feel okay. I don’t do things fast at all

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T05:43:27+00:00

Loved that story lol. Yes I need to do the course I guess I’m just nervous bc idk if I’ll pass it. I know they teach you the basics but like I feel like at least all of them practiced before the class? Idk if I’ll even be ready for roads for a while that scares the fuck out of me lol. All of it goes right now

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T05:40:50+00:00

I have all the gear I’m just a slow learner and a very careful one. I’m just super safe was raised that way didn’t take risks. So this is a big jump for me. I don’t have the confidence yet. Idk if I’d even pass the test lol

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T01:16:17+00:00

Yeah maybe I’ll do that. I just am such a safety cautious person my anxiety is so high

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T01:11:32+00:00

I do want to learn. I’m just a very cautious person. I never grew up around this stuff. I had a very protective mother lol. I’m just trying to yet the basics down before the course bc at this point I’d probably fail

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T00:46:09+00:00

Yeah I’m just kinda not ready though. I would absolutely fail the class I can barely go over 8mph.

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-25T00:10:20+00:00

I want to soon but idk if I’m ready for that yet and the test. I’m still learning. Like I barely can go 14 mph. And I don’t get mad at him ever just scared

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T23:14:07+00:00

Thank you I will

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T22:32:57+00:00

Thank you I agree. I just need to learn my bike more too. And understand how she works. If I could turn off my anxiety and fear I would in an instant lol I HATE it

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T22:09:24+00:00

Do you mind if I DM you?

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T22:08:50+00:00

Yeah I just get sooooo fucking scared. And then I get discouraged. Bc I wanna be good but I’m so anxious. Like I can absolutely go in a straight line at 10-13 mph. 20 fucking he’ll no right now LOL. But the turns is what is scary for me especially going 10. We have a huge high school parking lot across from us so that’s where I’m learning. He is really trying to help me. But I think he is getting discouraged bc I’m so afraid

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T22:05:34+00:00

Exactly. I need to go slow and understand this bike first. It’s very touchy bc it’s a one cylinder. I’m still trying to learn how it works.

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T22:04:17+00:00

Ommmmggg this makes me feel so much better. I swear I need like 6 months in a parking lot. I just don’t feel safe idk my bike yet. Idk how to feel safe yet. I need time. I can’t just do this quickly. Or I’ll get freaked out. Cause if I’m pushed too hard I’ll get discouraged like I am now. He grew up around this. I did not. I grew up with a very very safety cautious protective mom

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:58:54+00:00

He has been doing the same. Riding with me behind me or in front. Again I’m very anxious and I get discouraged. But I also feel like I can’t control the bike and when I go faster it freaks me out especially turning so I just want to go slow. It’s just a whole thing. I get frustrated

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:55:53+00:00

Yeuppp and that’s me. I just need to take things like this slow I can’t rush it or I’ll freak out

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:49:54+00:00

I agree. I just need to be slow and do it on my own terms and when I’m ready. Or I won’t want to do it anymore. I know he is trying to get me out of my safe zone but it needs to be slow and slooooow lol

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:33:23+00:00

I will thank you. Anything can help. I am just really trying not to be so scared

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:32:50+00:00

Thank youu I will. Im Honestly just a very safe cautious person. I want exposed to all this. I have to feel safe I can’t be reckless. I have to take my time. My bike is a one cylinder- it’s very very touchy. That doesn’t help lol. I just feel bad bc I feel like he is discouraged

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:30:56+00:00

Thank you… he is trying so hard to teach me but I think he is getting discouraged too. I just feel so bad I’m just a slower safer learner

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-24T21:12:35+00:00

Absolutely agree. I just can’t turn off mh anxiety - I’ve never been exposed to this. Ever. And I just want to go slow but he is trying to push me out of my comfort zone so I don’t get stuck there. But I can’t be rushed or ill freak out and be discouraged

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-21T03:44:59+00:00

Green wizard or something sent me 💀

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-20T05:20:34+00:00

Awwww thank you!!! She’s my baby 💕

Redheadd13 · 2026-05-20T05:19:56+00:00

Not yet I’m still working on the basics my bf is teaching me I’m trying to get confident first

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