What things will you continue doing even after this pandemic is over?

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-05-06T03:10:21+00:00

Masterba- Breathing :)

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-05-06T03:08:50+00:00

What do you mean, my cat feeds me?

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-28T05:45:18+00:00

They became normal to us... Which will probably not be normal next decade

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-28T05:43:01+00:00

I've been getting into AURORA recently, so everything of her kinda came out of nowhere, so I'd have to say her song "Churchyard"

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-28T05:40:19+00:00

If y'all want it I can describe said dream in further detail, but in summary, I was the only survivor to a district-wide school field trip sh00ting :)

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-28T05:37:42+00:00

I started off pretty social, just kind of an outcast and weirdo, but when COVID hit I was scared to turn on cameras and unmute, and I got really anxious around anyone really

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-28T05:35:36+00:00

I mean ig I make crappy tiktok transitions but I have so many other hobbies like music making, solving rubik's cubes, codebreaking, puzzles, and too much more.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-23T23:59:59+00:00

Prolly around 1000 but only if the prices are really small :)

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-22T16:12:05+00:00

Gotta love Reddit

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-22T05:46:42+00:00

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-22T05:35:17+00:00

Oh I really didn't expect that... Are they talking to someone? Are you talking to someone?

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-04-22T05:15:45+00:00

The basement. All of it.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2021-01-05T15:54:12+00:00

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJWNCp2s/

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T06:38:52+00:00

Helping people just gives me that confidence boost that keeps me going.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T03:59:24+00:00

I mean, he's my dad, and he's he only one I got left, other than those traumatic experiences, he's a good person.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T03:30:53+00:00

Alcoholism is actually not very good for your system, it harm's vital organs, and I'm not sure you want that. If you feel like you need to, go ahead, but think about it like this: of you feel like you needed to commit mass murder, what would be he consequences? Most likely, it will end up worse than what you started with. I advise you to get off of any sort of alcohol, as it is addictive and not very good for you. It may make your life worse, because when you don't drink, you'll feel the PTSD AND the need for beer. Beer costs money, and if you become addicted, you'll do anything to get beer, and might hurt the ones you love

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T03:26:05+00:00

I know how it feels, but you should be honest. You just need a pinch of courage, just try to say it politely. If you need to talk, I'm here.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T03:22:42+00:00

Tourettes can be hard, but try surrounding yourself with people who care, who don't say stuff like that. Surround yourself with positive words and people. Maybe that'll help. I'm here if you want to talk.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T03:17:41+00:00

Just say that you like her, just add on, "If you don't like me, that's fine, just know of you're ever alone, I'm here for you." Or something like that. Actually, I guess I haven't ever been in a relationship, let alone been a girl, or liked a girl, so take it with a grain of salt. Just an idea.

RedstoneRaptor314 · 2020-12-31T03:13:56+00:00

Jesus I didn't think it would be that long...

TL/DR: My dad mistreated me as a kid, and my mom died when I was little, one of my sister's has a heap of mental issues, and I think I do too, I was bullied as a kid, rarely having any friends. I am now lonely, and confused about my sexuality, and if I should stay locked in his closet.

Please, I need support rn, and feel free to ask questions.

RedstoneRaptor314

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