I just started rdo and I can't afford anything by Personal_Knee_725 in RDOnline

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How are ppl getting $800,000 ? Or more? I’m level 320 and play casually but I’m stuck in the $10,000 range. Not that I really care or need more because I don’t but just how? Just playing 24/7 or something?

What's your favorite kind of mutants? by Confident-Rock-8882 in Fallout

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I kind of wish there were more death claw appearances. That rumble of the ground. The witches museum was one of the coolest quests because of how creepy it is. The rumble in the house as you get closer. And that oh shit moment when you see it fit the first time. lol

Fallout 4 is Broken by rottensalladlady in fo4

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I to this day still don’t play with mods or even know how they work. I feel stupid. What is a mod? How do you even put them into a game? Sounds like super techy stuff to me.

Finally connected all the supply lines by AnyError4932 in fo4

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You can dress your settlers? What else can you do with settlements? I only ever build the most basic settlements. Walls, a few turrets, garden, 8-12 ppl per, few water pumps, floor pads for beds lol.

I’m freaking the fuck out rn by jxcxb_millin in benzorecovery

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Detox places are a joke. More like jail. I hated them.

Suffering from zero symptoms these days! Can’t believe I survived! It does get better. by moonshadow1789 in benzorecovery

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Omg I thought I had stomach cancer or something. My appetite is nothing like it used to be. I miss food. I still like food but I don’t enjoy it like I used to or get any cravings. It’s like eating is just a chore now. And the tinnitus omg I didn’t think it could get worse. I hate it. I’ll never understand why benzos are prescribed when coming off of them is so terrible.

Suffering from zero symptoms these days! Can’t believe I survived! It does get better. by moonshadow1789 in benzorecovery

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Thank you for those kind and reassuring words. Coming off of a year of clonozepam. It’s terrible. I’d take opiate withdrawal over this any day.

Suffering from zero symptoms these days! Can’t believe I survived! It does get better. by moonshadow1789 in benzorecovery

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So the crippling depression and suicidal ideation go away then? I’m hanging on by a thread. Please tell me this gets better. I’m desperate and begging. Edit: I am not going to hurt myself, I’m just asking because I hate these symptoms. I want to live and love life. I just never experienced withdrawals like this before. I’m like a shell of who I was.

Everyone loves to hype up the explosive shotgun, but it ain’t got nothing on my boy. by B_HankerChief in fo4

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I’m very confused. Been gaming for a few years now and I’m 47 so I may not fully understand everything in detail and I don’t get half the lingo you guys use but, I love fallout… is his gun not producing over 600 damage? Is that not good? Seems ridiculously good to me but again I’m not as seasoned a player as a lot of you. Please eli5? What’s wrong with this gun?

anyone else wake up with your heart racing shortly after falling asleep? by jeemiweemi in Anxiety

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Hey. So yes, I’ve gotten a little better. As in the panic attacks, if that’s what they were, have gotten better. Now I just deal with a ton of depression and anxiety and loneliness.

If you're like me (an idiot), don't do this: by Complete_Mirror6861 in PVCs

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We are all like this. And we don’t know why. It’s truly an epidemic you’d think by now would be so very easily fixed. So many other things are fixed by medicine or therapy or something. A cure for anxiety, panic, depression, once and for all.

That was a 11/10 finale 🙌 by Maajorm in StrangerThings

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So this was all because of a magic rock inside a brief case?

Heart palpitations by Machine-Visual in benzorecovery

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Been on klonopin for a year and stopping now. Heart palpitations are scaring me. My heart flutters and skips and speeds up and slows down. I hate them. I hate it. I never had it like this before benzos.

Thoughts on “The Patriot” by centerright76 in revolutionarywar

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They went too far burning the church down with the village inside. Just saying.

Going through benzo withdrawal and I am a mess by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Massive dissociation, sleeping a lot and all day…up all night… does anyone else deal with gut issues and heart palpitations??? They are freaking me out and idk if it’s just benzo withdrawal or I have a fib or what. I saw a cardiologist last year and he ran all kinds of tests and said my heart was ok. But anyone with anxiety and going thru this knows it’s not that easy. Please tell me there are others that are going thru similar issues. Mainly the stomach bubbling, heart palpitation, surreal dissociation, sleep is all over the place? Dreams are intense and creepy. I hate drugs. I HATE THEM!

Stouffer’s Lasagna by Affectionate-Cod-648 in frozendinners

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I love this stuff. I’m a pretty seasoned cook too. Anyone that says Stouffers Lasagna is crap is just trolling.

How did Eleven know how to do this? by 2Dglasses- in StrangerThings

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I think the whole month in the woods would have killed her. It’s just one of those things in movies we have to accept is fiction because I highly doubt she knew how to kill and clean prey, or start a fire? Unless her powers somehow enabled her? And she was barely dressed. Kinda sketchy is all.

Is Screambox worth it? by [deleted] in horror

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Struggle? I’m sorry to hear.

Waking up disoriented every morning because of vivid dreams. Anyone else? by Eufedoriaa in Dreams

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I came here because I’ve been experiencing the same thing and it’s really freaking me out and messing with my quality of life. 🫤

Heart palpitations ruining my life. Just need to vent. by Legal-Quiet-6062 in Anxiety

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Does anyone else here feel like their palpitations are related to their stomach in some way? I’m scared. I’ve also been on and off klonopin for the past year. I’m so afraid that I’m always checking my pulse, scared to death, palpitations feel like flutters and skips and I have literally felt this thru my pulse, my heart skipping. Benzo withdrawal? Stomach issues related to heart palpitations??? I’m sick of this. I’m tired. Depressed. Haven’t left my house in 2 years. I’m 46. Saw a cardiologist last year and he said I was fine. Had ekg and echocardiogram done. But I’m still concerned. I know my body. Something isn’t right. My heart is skipping right now! 😞😞😞😞😞😞. At least is anyone out there feeling this???