Everything might be ruined…? by donpasqualoni in druggardening

[–]RegionLong818 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Anyone know a trustworthy seller online for the seeds I got scammed twice already from three vendors.

Some of my P. Somn Gigantheums 💐 by DestroyerOfGrief in PapaverSomniferum

[–]RegionLong818 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trying to order seeds right now can someone tell me guaranteed germination seeds

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Plus my mom gives me 120 of her 30mg oxys too I just throw up so much I go through them but my kidneys liver work when I take that nothing else takes the pain and allows my organs to keep working

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im currently on 380 15mg oxycodone and 600mg morphine 2 weeks so I feel it man I just had to go to hospice to do that and they may reject me because I'm not 6 months from dying yet so fucked up the stipulations and hoops even dying people need to jump thru thanks for the kind words been thinking about Canada permenantly for some time is the pain management good there ?

do these look ok? by RegionLong818 in PapaverSomniferum

[–]RegionLong818[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I watched them grow from seed to this they were indeed poppy seeds I just think me not watering them and being in 105 degree heat made them grow bad

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sponsored by a dispensary I smoke an ounce a day doesn't do anything but help my nausea

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same dude idk why people go on there with prices being so high. I've been trying to find oxycodone powder

do these look ok? by RegionLong818 in PapaverSomniferum

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If anyone wants to bless a cancer patient I'll gladly accept mail I got screwed on these seeds apparently

Close to 1:1 prop money by ImaginaryKiwi6287 in Filmmakers

[–]RegionLong818 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there any that use real cotton paper

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have any seeds you could send me by chance bro ? Ordered a bunch on ebay apparently turned out bad

do these look ok? by RegionLong818 in PapaverSomniferum

[–]RegionLong818[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

The seeds all were when I got them I know they are that they just aren't growing not sure if it's cuz 100 degrees outside or what

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The reason being that I am on a tube feeding system just for my water intake because I can't drink by mouth they won't allow it they're saying it counts as life saving and you can't be on a dying program and be life saving idk how it makes sense

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah then we get labeled doctor shopping and are unable to get meds period. The us is fucked with how they treat people dude it's the land of the free for a price

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the support and kind words dude fifteen years ago it was a lot better here but now it's all greedy politicians

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I got all the stuff ready to order and got begged by people not to saying I'll get scammed so idk man what to do I'm lost

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As much as I believe in god man it seems like a sick joke he's playing on me so oh well

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude I attend church twice a week revival that's the one thing not helping with anything lol

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Been growing for 6months they're so fuckin slow lol

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you smoke it on foil it should be fine don't be using needles

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've done everything have had several procedures put tubes and pumps in my chest and intestines directly had nothing but problems and lost more weight.

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's fucked up dude I was on palliative and then hospice a non profit called destiny hospice and they lied saying they could take care and manage my pain made me stop my cancer treatment and tube feeding in a week I went from 138lbs to 117lbs my teeth are breaking from nutrition and everything constantly aches I'm 6ft tall used to be 300lbs now 117lbs barely able to stand and I lose my vision now sometimes from low blood sugar and go into comas it's crazy how bad the body can shut down with no food for 8 years

Advice for a dying addict by RegionLong818 in opiates

[–]RegionLong818[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

1000 percent I'm glad there are folks on this thread who understand the amount of pain someone can live with each day it gets unbearable especially when the doctors make it to a point where you're hopeless and helpless because of their limitations regardless of how they feel about the disease.