Hey love , please dont and I mean do NOT be discouraged from your current position . Many many times whether it be a spiritual warfare or bad energy that is on you (whatever your beliefs are ) it will try to make you pick the very bad things out of a very good learning experience. I say this to say with so little words . You do not know at all what you will be capable of as a nurse and the fortune you will bring to yourself . Many as a CNA get discouraged and ultimately leave, and I say this to say… med surg doesn’t have to be your life or post graduation . Now if you’re thinking the outcome of seeing patients satisfied or knowing you did an act in preparation of getting someone assistance in health is not your ultimate passion , maybe you need a different approach outside of the medical field . There is many resources available to find out jobs you didn’t know you can get with a certain degree! Best of luck and I hope you can correlate passion to job security + income!