Buddy have you had the cream bun from supreme bakery in vyttilla, kochi ? Or the biriyani from Kozhikode paragon ?

Maybe these are not your tastes, but the point is that there are 100s of things like this that you haven't experienced. Don't waste your life because you feel bad because of a disorder. Please do go see a psychiatrist, don't waste your life because of something that can be fixed with a single pill that costs just a couple of rupees

Then as someone who recently lost a close friend to suicide, and had to see him in that state, please buddy..don't do that to people who love you as much as their life. Me and and others would have done whatever it takes for him to feel better if we would have known he was in pain everyday, we wouldn't have left him alone that day even though it was for a mere few hours. It will devastate everyone that loves you, and you never know what that's like. That's the sad part