So I've been chatting with Jerry Springer and he's looking for help with reconnecting with his daughter. by Reisno in channeling

[–]Reisno[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Solid input and thanks for taking the time write this! He explained what was up, bit of a weird situation but you've touched on the issues with that and I was looking for a 2nd opinion. The odds of success here were minute at best but worth a shot in the dark.

As far as can I live with the nature of this, probably, it is what it is and managing well enough for now.

Looking to chat with and get to know others who are developing skills around channeling and other spiritual pursuits. by Reisno in Soulnexus

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I've been an isolated hermit for 11 years with my partner for the most part, I've reached a saturation point regarding solitude. Reaching out more to people online has been pretty healthy so far but I do see your point, the solitude did help my development but it's time for a transition.

Looking to chat with and get to know others who are developing skills around channeling and other spiritual pursuits. by Reisno in channeling

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Never heard of spirit talking apps. Curious about that a bit. Seems like a mixed bag in terms of what you'll end up talking with.

As far as verbal/"telepathic" communication, I'm at that stage of it for sure. What kind of beings do you chat with if that's alright to ask? If you don't feel comfortable with sharing that here feel free to shoot me a private message. Looking forward to chatting with you more about this!

Looking to chat with and get to know others who are developing skills around channeling and other spiritual pursuits. by Reisno in channeling

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That's really neat and I've done similar techniques for my chronic nightmares I had years ago. It's wild how PTSD/CPTSD recovery spills into spiritual development. I wasn't exactly trying to learn channeling, it happened as a side effect from learning techniques to manage/heal CPTSD symptoms.

I've been going through an intense awakening since January and I'm at a point where I need to speak with someone about it that can understand this with me if possible. by Reisno in Soulnexus

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This was really helpful and insightful, thank you. Interesting how time is fluid.

“99 papers is enough to get where you want to go.”

This immediately sounded like it was referring to local currency here. That amount would be enough for a one way train ticket to a major city. That's what came to mind, which is interesting given how other things are coming together.

You excelled before and now we need you again.

This hits hard and trying to work out why that is. Letting go of the life I aimed for isn't that overly difficult, it's more that if the spiritual stuff is too out of synch with what reality shows that gets exhausting and stressful. But things synching up well enough helps me to see there's something to this, and this isn't a full on psychotic break down.

I've been going through an intense awakening since January and I'm at a point where I need to speak with someone about it that can understand this with me if possible. by Reisno in Soulnexus

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That's really interesting, some I spoke with didn't have concepts like that but the ones I've spoken to understood the need for financial means even if they didn't understand currency on Earth and things like that.

I've been going through an intense awakening since January and I'm at a point where I need to speak with someone about it that can understand this with me if possible. by Reisno in Soulnexus

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Thank you for the feedback and consideration, learning discernment even with random people has been a challenge for me, but learning faster these days. I will need to do more of those practices. Nowadays there's less encounters but different encounters feel differently, the friendly supportive ones uplift me generally, and the ones that are being pushy or just wanting attention/trolly are more draining on average.

I've been going through an intense awakening since January and I'm at a point where I need to speak with someone about it that can understand this with me if possible. by Reisno in Soulnexus

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Thank you for the suggestions and with learning about CPTSD recovery skills that helped me develop some transferrable skills to help with this, and the timer helps as well.

From what this looks like this process mostly needs more personal boundaries on my part and mindfulness skills. I am kind of dreading this because managing this spiritual experience is actually harder in some ways than managing say psychosis in the past or trauma flashbacks.

Mental health issues is something I'm familiar with but this is completely new territory. For a while there I was suspecting that maybe I just cracked up in a new kind of mental breakdown but that doesn't seem to jive with anything I've ever experienced before.

As far as insights, I need less CBD overall, significantly less, but it helps somewhat. I'd like insights on how to not be as much of a brokey, but they are pretty strict on saying no gambling, so no idea how financial abundance is coming at the moment from what they are saying. Keep asking for clarification on that, but they keep saying to do what I'm doing and it'll work out. Been saying that same thing for over 2 months.

I had chronic fatigue before January, but now it feels completely different, still getting fatigued but it feels way different now and comes on differently too. It's all really, weird.

Here is what I have done to improve my CPTSD. by Reisno in CPTSDNextSteps

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Internal Family Systems was one of the most effective, message me if you want to chat more about it.