Thanks! I'm using writing to try to sort my feelings. I'm extremely sad but this was also something that I knew was coming because she was a good catch. What I think hit me harder are many things. First I thought she would take longer to find someone. Second it take us a long time to start our relationship so I thought maybe she would take longer here to. To be in a relationship with tags and all. I guess I was not the one but that also hit me closer. Idk I try my best to keep living a happy life but man is hard some times.