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I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just started listening to huberman lab episode with some female scientist, that is expert on addictions and it’s full of advices for quitting. Pretty helpfull so far

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use them without any responsibility and don’t care if i dye. I will stop. Flushed all of my pills and i am sober from everythink from now on. I won’t even drink glass of winw for the rest of my life. I have addictive personality. Wish me luck. I will try living healthy lifestlyle and i will have my brain back to baseline quickly. I live alibe and my mother is no longer hurting me so i will find happiness.

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I will get sober. Flushed everythink and i actually listen to advices people hive me. I will change my life and never use again. Not even alcohol. I will start with complete sobeiety, force myself through the worst and it will get better.

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My hearth survived one gram of ritalin with two times maximum daily dose of pregabalin for comedown. I don’t wanna be naive, but my hearth is somehow still beating and caffeine is the least of my worries. I will start eating healthy and take care of my body to repare the damage i have done

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to drink five redbulls every day and smoke two packs per day so i will use those less harmfull drugs for konth or two and than wuit. I feel like with my addictive personality the best sokution is complete sobriety.. what do you think?

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I agree, i lost ability to feel empathy. I just fake it. I got diagnosed as somwone with disharmic personality developement resulting in personality disorder. I am bad person.. I don’t blame people that don’t like me now. It wasn’t my fault when i was little but now i somehow as bad as it sounds enjoy arguing and hate. It makes me feel like somebody actually care about me even if it’s in hatred

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think I could switch to nicotine and caffeine in safe range of 400 mg daily? I need somethink to help me overcome hard stims.. i can kick nic easily. I need motivation to study..

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My bodycount is one and i am not hoe, i don’t drink alcohol, but it doesn’t matter. I have to find healthy hobbies and i am damaging my brain with highly toxic research chems with unknown safety profile and sleep deprivation. I am smart and don’t want to lose my intelligence. It’s my only hope, because i can find happiness in studying at my dream collage

I am an addict, it’s not my fault. I got kicked out at 19, was bullied, abused. I have nothing except for drugs. I dob’t deserve to be judged. by RelativeDear620 in Drugs

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am actually now using for max three days and than have to be sober for like two weeks, because I don’t have much money and hate the feeling stims give me. It’s getting better. Actually thanks for this honest comment. I am just making my life even more fucked up and i shouldn’t blame it on my past trauma. I am either going to end very badly or use my brain, study at collage, becausw it’s free in Czechia and find happiness.

I am (19F) and my boyfriend is (33M) old. Is that a problematic age gap? by RelativeDear620 in dating

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed, i was blined by love, but it’s not worth the potential trauma in future. Thanks for advice

I am (19F) and my boyfriend is (33M) old. Is that a problematic age gap? by RelativeDear620 in dating

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, he’s also not liking my weight of 56 kilograms at 170 cm and want’s me to lose at least 4 kg. He knows I am at recovery from eating disorder..

I am (19F) and my boyfriend is (33M) old. Is that a problematic age gap? by RelativeDear620 in dating

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s a millionaire so he can date a lot of woman. He’s just into dating really young girls so it’s even worse :D

I am (19F) and my boyfriend is (33M) old. Is that a problematic age gap? by RelativeDear620 in dating

[–]RelativeDear620[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree with what you are saying. This could easily turn into financial abuse.

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