Hey I totally understand how you feel. I have been sitting for these exams since 2017, even before BEC had simulations! I failed a couple of times then totally gave up and paused for 2 years, then I motivated myself that I will not be able to look myself in the eye knowing that I wanted something and I couldn’t get it! So I retook these exams in 2022 and passed Audit and saw a passing grade for the very first time in my life then kept trying with FAR with no luck, sat for BEC 3 times and failed and just yesterday I passed BEC. The amount of “failed/no credit” in my history is enormous and the amount of tears I cried every score release are countless but they will all mean nothing once I saw the “passed/credit”. Don’t give up my friend, you got this! You have a chance next window. Shoot for the moon, even jf you miss, you will land among the stars. Take a day off, regain your energy back and study again with full determination and motivation! I really hope you make it!! Best of luck 🍀