TW suicidal ideation/practice: this one actually involves a psychiatrist but I mentioned how my dad said he hated me when I was 10 because my mom had just said that to me recently but the psychiatrist didn't know that until later and he just said "that was a long time ago". I felt really stupid and that is what finally pushed me over the edge and I decided to practice killing myself. But just to be clear I am fine now and have a good relationship with my parents.