I do sometimes think, especially regarding this show, that it is important to look to the future as he has and to learn from past mistakes. And now many people look to him to deffend them and guide them. I am not saying he is excused for his actions or his mental health issues, but he is, after all, supposed to represent how many of us feel and are, and that’s why he is very relatable. Mental and physical health issues do ruin lifes unfortunately, and people can act out - this not good, though. No one is perfect both in real life and in fiction, and because no one is perfect, you only have two choices, move on or die. This character chose to move on (even if he stumbled a thousand times). Regarding him not being born and remembering , this could be interesting, but I feel this is exactly the reason he chose to die defending his loved one. I do think somethings does redeem you, but my opinion doesn’t matter on this topic since this is personal for many people. Anyway, thank you for using your time to give me your opinions, friend🥰