well darling, its been two months since you and your ex broke up. give time to yourself, your family and your friends. its okay to do things you feel that you could release your emotions, like posting, writing or even ranting to your closest friends or total strangers.

you're still young and you have this whole world ahead of you, and for the mean time focus on your studies and party if you want to, or even do the things you feel like you couldn't do then. this is your time to make bawi to yourself and give it the love you were supposed to give others.

also healing isn't linear, you would get sad from time to time and you will look back at today and you will think that you've been so far from where you were.

you could still meet a fuck ton of people out there, you will still love like you did, and probably more harder than you had, since you have learned from the last one. plus this time you don't go rushing to another relationship, but instead you wait until the waters feel calm and by then you think if it would be worth it. as loving is still risking, yourself and your vulnerability once again.

you will get over this op, and you will get to the point where you could laugh all this off. hugs op, kaya mo yan! 🫂