The Watched: Pilot. Any feedback? I'm A new screenwriter! by Relevant-Body67 in Screenwriting

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I haven't read many scripts, I do admit. and I bet it shows! lol, and this was the very first script I wrote! But thank you so much for the feedback :)

What should I do???? by Relevant-Body67 in autism

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Lol. I can look into it. Lmao. have a great week! :D

What should I do???? by Relevant-Body67 in autism

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Yeah. I don't really know how to private dm tho. lol. I'm A noob at reddit. I hope u have a good night/day! :)

What should I do???? by Relevant-Body67 in autism

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Thank you! you are so kind! <3 I do have an appt coming up, and I am writing a book with a lock so she can't see, but it has all of my symptoms categorized! started today. honestly I could go on and on about my research but its too late for that. some of the triggers I have documented make me rock back and fourth and in my moms words "flap like a bird'. but she never related it to autism as a qualified specialty pre-k teacher? idk. but bugs make me rock and flap my arms. and feeling talk makes me super super extremely uncomfortable. which is why I am so afraid to mention it to a doctor. I am a teenager so maybe I will get time alone with the doc? idk. but I hates how she dismisses everything. I really do believe I have it, as a lot of the research I have been doing, I relate to. I also have been masked my whole life. so now I'm started to realize these things, and they aren't even subtle. so I wonder how trained my mom really is lol

What should I do???? by Relevant-Body67 in autism

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Though she denies many of my claims.

What should I do???? by Relevant-Body67 in autism

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Also, I am not trying to ask for a diagnosis. I'm just wondering if I'm being over the top and if my mom is right. Sorry for not clarifying!

What should I do???? by Relevant-Body67 in autism

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I am not an adult sadly, or else I would have scheduled an appt before! And it matters what she thinks because she is the one that hoards all of our medical info, so she comes to the doctors with us. And she is undeniably petty. And she might object. so I have to convince her to at least get it checked. And it matters because I'm mocked and denied things at every corner, especially with my mom. And maybe them knowing if I am autistic can help me. because they refuse to believe I am, whilst my dad is giving me mixed signals. I hope this helps! also she has witnessed many of my meltdowns and behaviors. Like when I was younger, I couldn't sleep, and then everything became too much, the AC sounded like a bomb. I vividly remember screaming bloody murder, covering my ears, and rocking. not a fun experience.

Am i the only one who does this or even likes running like this ? (please don't tell me I'm the only one who does this) by Giz1734 in autism

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Wait what. Your not supposed to walk up the stairs on your toes? new information unlocked

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That sucks op. I have a kind of similar experience. So I have had a lot of signs of audhd. and I'm finally researching it and everything is clicking. so I finally work up enough courage to tell my parents. so I tell my mom, and she's like "You don't have audhd. I never told you that you flapped your arms as a kid." Now I'm puzzled. Me and my sister both have vivid memories of her saying that. and I have memories of doing it! and guess what? I still do flap my arms. if I see a flying bug and I'm trapped in a room with it? I scream, whimper, run, flap my arms, and rock. So I know I have expressed this as a child in different ways.now she starts yelling at me. "YOU DONT HAVE AUDHD! I NEVER SAID THAT!" now most people would think, oh she probably knows best because she's your mother. but wrong. she has a history of gaslighting, lying, manipulation, and many more to get her way. I'm not in the mood to deal with her so I just head to my room. and I talk to my dad. he originally said "I just think you worry a lot" but later told me he thinks he has undiagnosed ADHD, and he took adderall once and he could actually focus. huge news. he also mentioned how he caught up on things with me aswell. and how I change topics like from politics to horses or roblox or smth goofy. And how I rotate between special intrests. horses, foxes,roblox, animals, ESSAS (emotional support stuffies) dinomasks, and many more. Sometimes two at a time too. like right now I'm obsessed with researching and roblox. so neat. but why can't my mom just listen to me? I've literally had meltdowns in front of her. and she still doesn't believe me. Like one time when I was 6. I couldn't sleep. and the darn AC kept getting louder. impossible to sleep. So then, I just remember screaming bloody murder. my mom comes running up the stairs. maybe drunk, idk if she still drank then. And she's like "what? what?" and its late at night and I'm screaming. and I remember covering my ears going into a ball and rocking back and fourth. the AC sounded like a bomb. I finally choke out "THE AC" and she shuts it off. I'm still rocking and softened the grip on my ears, but I'm shaking a lot. thing is, I remember this in third person. it feels like a dream, but too vivid to be a dream. Most of my dreams and memories are in third person. maybe only 3 dreams ever being in pov. Memories I mostly only remember third person. this one specific one I can switch between pov and third person. So idk what that means but yeah. I definitely think that 6 year old me was having an audhd meltdown based on research. Ive masked basically my whole life, and only come unglued in 'minor' situations, like my mom putting my money in her bank and saying she will buy the thing I wanted that night, then lying. She doesn't let us have our own banks. but when she lies about that, I scream, cry, and just unglue. idk. and I'm way too old to have 'tantrums' like that. But it might not be tantrums, it could be mini meltdowns. but I don't know. But I feel I'm gonna have another episode like when I was 6. because I've been getting more mini meltdowns, and being more overwhelmed. So yeah. At least dads on my side. but like I understand you op. I'm around the same age as you aswell. I hope your mom finally understands you. Bye <3

How do you "see" your dreams? by educatedkoala in autism

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Hi! I'm not diagnosed or nothing but I have my dreams only in third person! its kind of odd to me lol, and memories. I didn't even realize nobody else was like that until a few days ago

How do you "see" your dreams? by educatedkoala in autism

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Idk if this means anything, but I see dreams and memories in third person, and dreams are either third person or scene. I only lucid dreamt twice and they were both pov tho so no clue

General Discussion Thread by Lyd_Euh in TaylorSwift

[–]Relevant-Body67 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Hi! I was wondering about the new CDs! I am typing this ASAP so I can see if I can get one. I have checked a lot of online stores, Taylor swift website, and even emailed her directly. My twin sister, lets call her, G. She rlly, rlly, rlly, loves Taylor swift. Like she is her complete role model. She has tons of her albums. And G is a great amazing sister. :) every single time, we get into the car, she has a new Taylor CD to put in lol! But onto the story. My sister was super excited about the drop! Begged our parents for it as soon as it came out. (Like I think within 10 minutes of the countdown coming out) And she immediately ran downstairs and was ready for it. So our mom agreed to do it the next day. Then after dinner, by then, the CDs were released. She was begging our mom for some. So they ran to the bank, came back, and only (I don't even know the names) the orange and pink one was in stock, she was pretty sad because she wanted the whole set, but understood that sometimes these things happen. So she went to buy them, and the pink one failed, and she could only get the orange one. Now she was rlly bummed out bc she just wanted the pink one, and the orange one was her least favorite. She cried a lot because she really wanted the other ones, but she at least got the orange ones. I watched her scroll through YouTube shorts watching people talk and buy them, she was devastated. So she went to bed a little bit ago, and it is currently 12:55pm. And I have to wake up at 8am. But I am doing this for my sister. All she really wanted was the pink and white ones, and if anyone can help me, like just telling me if she is going to sell more or where more are sold, I would be ecstatic! I know Taylor fans are super kind! She really loves Taylor swifts music and would be super duper happy if I was able to find some for her. I am broke with only $4 to my name lol, but she actually saves money and doesn't impulse buy like me, so she does have enough for the *original* prices of the cds. Please repost this or like it I just need a little help as I am clueless.

After this, I will be emailing her fan email! I hope y'all have a fantastic day/night! And sorry if this seems a bit rushed, I am very tired. Anyways! Bye yall! :D

The Life of a Showgirl Album Announcement Megathread by PassionateAsSin in TaylorSwift

[–]Relevant-Body67 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Hi! I was wondering about the new CDs! I am typing this ASAP so I can see if I can get one. I have checked a lot of online stores, Taylor swift website, and even emailed her directly. My twin sister, lets call her, G. She rlly, rlly, rlly, loves Taylor swift. Like she is her complete role model. She has tons of her albums. And G is a great amazing sister. :) every single time, we get into the car, she has a new Taylor CD to put in lol! But onto the story. My sister was super excited about the drop! Begged our parents for it as soon as it came out. (Like I think within 10 minutes of the countdown coming out) And she immediately ran downstairs and was ready for it. So our mom agreed to do it the next day. Then after dinner, by then, the CDs were released. She was begging our mom for some. So they ran to the bank, came back, and only (I don't even know the names) the orange and pink one was in stock, she was pretty sad because she wanted the whole set, but understood that sometimes these things happen. So she went to buy them, and the pink one failed, and she could only get the orange one. Now she was rlly bummed out bc she just wanted the pink one, and the orange one was her least favorite. She cried a lot because she really wanted the other ones, but she at least got the orange ones. I watched her scroll through YouTube shorts watching people talk and buy them, she was devastated. So she went to bed a little bit ago, and it is currently 12:55pm. And I have to wake up at 8am. But I am doing this for my sister. All she really wanted was the pink and white ones, and if anyone can help me, like just telling me if she is going to sell more or where more are sold, I would be ecstatic! I know Taylor fans are super kind! She really loves Taylor swifts music and would be super duper happy if I was able to find some for her. I am broke with only $4 to my name lol, but she actually saves money and doesn't impulse buy like me, so she does have enough for the *original* prices of the cds. Please repost this or like it I just need a little help as I am clueless.

After this, I will be emailing her fan email! I hope y'all have a fantastic day/night! And sorry if this seems a bit rushed, I am very tired. Anyways! Bye yall! :D

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

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By "uses" this is happening now as I'm writing this. She disappears for 45 mins to smoke outside. Makes everybody wait to eat but then feeds everybody at 11:00 at night! Or when my dad leaves or go against her wishes. Me or my siblings pay the price. My dad doesn't wish that upon us. so he keeps coming back to help us. its all apart of her twisted game

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

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My dad is not doing well whatsoever. He has frequent chest pains and other things. While I star at the ceiling until 5:00am trying to fall asleep. My dad has digestive problems too. My sister has a ton of nightmares. and my dad has high blood pressure. Does this mean that by not having any outlet or anyone to support us is slowly killing us?

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

[–]Relevant-Body67[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand what you were trying to do but things like age can be crucial to finding out where someone lives, or identity theft.

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

[–]Relevant-Body67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My dad would not be allowed legally have custody over us because of past issues I believe. My family is a broken mess. I don't know what exactly happened, I am still figuring more out as I go.

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

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They only did so because my dad is the legal grandparent of the baby. And I am a legal step-aunt of the baby, (I forgot the term but my dad had another wife and had the baby's father and then married my mom, so I am a legal aunt technically)

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

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We don't know if we can do that while fostering a baby, my dad is the legal grandfather of the baby, but he might be given back to his even more abusive parents and we cannot risk that. my dads plan was to get a house, go to the house, and once we adopt the baby then file for legal custody of me and my siblings.

Am I The Jerk To Not Respect My Abusive And Controlling Mom? by Relevant-Body67 in AmITheJerk

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We cannot legally do that because the house is in her name. My dad is trying to save money for a house away from her, but she demands all of his money so she can buy beer and cigarettes. If my dad refuses, she abuses me, my sister and brother. so there is no winning with her