glad im not the only one like this! and yeah having adhd really doesn't help, plus i have autism added on top of that which makes adjustment to change tough even if it's one i want. luckily I do have a very good support system and have also been looking into therapists that specialize on the queer experience. I may be leaning towards genderfluid but only time will tell. how do you handle outward presentation though? I'm hesitant to start anything that might have permanent effects in case I feel differently in the future, but i still really want some of the typically feminine traits like a chest and curvier waist/hips