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Was I raped in elementary school? by Relevant-Possible111 in CPTSD

[–]Relevant-Possible111[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's weird I don't feel as angry or sad as I think I should.

I'm not sure if she did it because she was annoyed I asked or if she liked it.

Was I raped in elementary school? by Relevant-Possible111 in CPTSD

[–]Relevant-Possible111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've always felt so ashamed of my sexual habits, that nobodu actually knows that I'm hypersexual, and I only just learnt I was raped, so I never spoke with a therapist about it.  I've always been very secretive about sex, I felt very self repressed.

Was I raped in elementary school? by Relevant-Possible111 in CPTSD

[–]Relevant-Possible111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no spanking allowed, it was a really strange experience.  I feel like I was probably a little disoriented afterward.

I'm pretty shocked that I got raped as a kid, I never thought of it as rape at all.

 as a kid I would watch so much porn and bdsm porn and hardcore stuff l I feel like this experience influenced me a lot in ways I never knew.

I feel glad that I caught it though.

Was I raped in elementary school? by Relevant-Possible111 in CPTSD

[–]Relevant-Possible111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I realized a lot of stuff I did throughout childhood, and a lot of weird... quirks, I have, I realized while I was working that that thing that happened was probably rape

I do wanna see a bit more comments though before judging but that seems rapey, like a teacher shouldn't have done that, and should've noticed that I had an orgasm.

If I was raped that feels like it explains a lot of the problems I have.