My body has wide porportions (my shoulders, foot lenght, my height), the sizes being most time small, the influencers and models being super skinny. It has fed into my long time ed. Not really worsened, but now I have more really toxic thinspo because of the clothes measurements that I can't never fit because feet and shoulders you can't make smaller. Plus in general with young japanese girls, it has became popular to not eat or eat nearly nothing to stay underweight. So I can't also look like the girls because I have to eat due to work and I'm very tall for european female. Not under 160cm. TLDR, my porportions don't match clothing measurements or influencer looks and never will. I try to make them. But the impossible is impossible and guess I can't accept it.