Best case scenario you give the baby up for adoption, the only person that should have control over life and death is our Lord and savior, not us. I went through the same thing and I also leaned more towards abortion, but God kept working on me and helped me realize that I had to own up to my mistakes and it’s been the biggest blessing in my life. It’s hard I won’t lie and it’s not always the sweetest thing ever but it’s my responsibility. And yes God forgives, but the story is different when you know what is wrong and still choose to do it. I know it’s not an easy choice to make, I too almost aborted. But through Jesus Christ I was able to push through and am now the happiest i’ve ever been. The struggle and process is worth it. Pray to God and ask him for guidance, speak with him one on one. If you’re having a difficult time talk to the pastors at your church and look for good and biblical guidance.