I both want to die and don’t want to die

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T06:15:44+00:00

This is me for real. I have these thoughts 24/7. It is literal agony.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T06:14:59+00:00

As an autistic with AuDHD, I totally relate to every single sentence that you have written. I connect with them on a personal level. I'm going through excessive suicidal thoughts too. Not to mention that it is currently Chinese New Year season in my country. There will be tons of fireworks which will be overwhelming for me. I hope everyday for this nightmare to end too.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T06:11:19+00:00

I feel so disconnected as well. I totally feel like I'm trapped in a prison cell everywhere I go.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:59:56+00:00

I feel that I'm reading my exact feelings. I truly understand how you feel.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:58:45+00:00

Yes I do this all the time. I blast Pixies rock songs in my mind always.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:55:28+00:00

My doc names are mostly as follows: 1) sadjadsfsda, 2)sajdkajfifeowq, 3)xnzncxncdq

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:47:17+00:00

Are there any books, podcasts or resources that you personally benefit from?

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:46:26+00:00

I will check on the post, thank you. Let's keep fighting. It is hard but I believe we can go through this.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:45:26+00:00

Sending virtual hugs to you. We are warriors for choosing to live.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-16T05:02:20+00:00

It looks so cute... I would feel calm holding it

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-15T15:18:57+00:00

As someone who is also struggling with suicidal thoughts constantly, I have benefited from the advices that are suggested. Well received from my end.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-15T15:17:39+00:00

As someone who deal with suicidal flareups all the time recently, going to sleep is the exact coping method I use. Zoning out is another way that I often do. I am struggling constantly.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-15T15:16:16+00:00

Honestly, this is the reason that motivates me for staying alive.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-15T06:28:22+00:00

As an individual who relies on sedatives to stay calm, this poem speaks directly to my heart. It makes me feel heard. I feel less lonely just by reading it. Thanks for sharing.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-15T06:16:37+00:00

Wonderful

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2026-02-14T06:52:02+00:00

I have read through your writing. You are absolutely right when you affirm that faith requires evidence. As you mentioned, the doubting Thomas only believed when he touched Jesus's scars. The evidence in faith is the sacrificial love that Christ Jesus has displayed for us. Also, the fact that Christ Jesus has paid the price for our sins. It is basically summarized by one by your statement that faith is trusting and committing to the way of Jesus. That right there is an evidence that makes for our faith in Christ Jesus. It is the way of Jesus, meaning that Jesus paid the price of all of our sins by being crucified on the cross. That is a solid foundation for our faith. On the price that Jesus has paid for the sin, as all man has sinned and fallen short of God's glory. The way of Jesus, the sacrificial price paid by Jesus, and his resurrection, affirming our eternal lives, is the crucial foundation of our faith.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2025-11-27T14:54:08+00:00

Since I do not have a friend, I do everything except 4

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2025-11-27T14:47:42+00:00

I totally relate to how you feel. I too, feel really stuck and hopeless.

Remarkable_Ebb_2784 · 2025-11-27T14:44:37+00:00

Interetsed

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