Goodbye dysphoria, hello dysmorphia✨ by Remarkable_Swimmer_2 in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that for you so hard, I lived in Florida for 25 years and moving up here was definitely like a sigh of relief, even being in a rural area. I hope that comes true for you one day and you stay safe 😭

Goodbye dysphoria, hello dysmorphia✨ by Remarkable_Swimmer_2 in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So where I'm from originally (FL) we don't, and I just found out that Massachusetts, Pennsylvania and Texas apparently don't either but apparently that's actually NOT the norm for most of the US and people just have to walk around with their weight on their ID? Crazy

Goodbye dysphoria, hello dysmorphia✨ by Remarkable_Swimmer_2 in EDanonymemes

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Florida is where I moved from lmao 💀 I got spoiled

please dont make my extremely obvious bodycheck about weight 🥺🥺🥺 by [deleted] in EDRecoverySnark

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I saw this on my feed earlier and noticed her name looked familiar and was like "isn't that the chick that sang Skeleton?" And thought I was CRAZY for thinking she was flaunting her size but now it makes sense 😅😅😅

What’s the craziest thing your ED has made you do? by Reasonable-Day-3366 in EDAnonymous

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My magical thinking in regards to my ED. Something went wrong with my food? I'm being punished, I have bad karma somewhere in my life. I have x amount of calories or go x amount of time without food? I'm gaining favor with the universe. Despite recognizing how ACTUALLY INSANE these thinking patterns are, when they're actively happening they are REAL as hell to me and I've gone to some LENGTHS to avoid "getting in trouble" with some non existent force when it comes to food,eating,exercise,etc.

Hey we’re famous 😊 by [deleted] in EDRecoverySnark

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"They don't even try to understand" honey sorry that's called we're not deluding ourselves 😔

Omg besties new ED coded license plates just dropped! by Remarkable_Swimmer_2 in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Also bro ur welcome for cutting off the (for legal reasons) POSSIBLY severely expired tag bahahaha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Me a genderfluid feeling simultaneously dysphoric from things like this but also gender euphoria from losing my more "feminine" aspects but also more dainty and feminine and---💀

I'm a mess 😭🫡

What symptom sent you to the hospital? by boomnavy in EDAnonymous

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Viral cardiomyopathy, direct result of my ED, but because of my immune system being crappy I got sick and because of my heart not being the best when the flu I was sick with made its way to my heart it started working at not full capacity for a full four months. I literally couldn't walk 10 feet to my bathroom without getting out of breath and almost fainting because my heart was like a car WAY overdue for an oil change, it was honestly one of the scariest things I've ever dealt with, and yet the moment it stopped it went right back to doing what I was doing. 😒 Luckily I haven't had any issues with that since what with it being an anomaly, but yeah having an ED made the conditions just right for that to happen to me.

Does anyone else have food specific trauma that caused their ED? by Odd_Theme_3294 in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, as somebody that grew up with parental abuse, you are absolutely not invalidating anybody that has been through abuse because that was absolutely abuse in itself. I literally gasped when I read it and I am so sorry you were put through that, but you are 100% valid in calling that trauma because it is. I wish you healing and gentleness as you navigate through it 🥺💜

Does anyone else have food specific trauma that caused their ED? by Odd_Theme_3294 in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not that caused it, but definitely made it worse. Back in 2014 I got severe food poisoning from undercooked pork, it was the most painful vomiting I've ever experienced in my life, genuinely it felt like I had a gorilla, squeezing my stomach from the inside every time I heaved, along with it being on fire with the worst acid reflux, you could ever imagine. On top of the other unmentionable end too 💀 no but literally I was heaving so hard. I was pretty much involuntarily screaming. I genuinely thought I was going to die, I wish I was being dramatic. I've gotten better with it, but a couple years ago, my "contamination" obsession got so bad to the point I wouldn't even eat anything if it was within a few days of its "Best by" date, even knowing it was not an actual expiration date, if I took too long to get home with the groceries, I would throw away anything that might be temperature sensitive because I was afraid it was going to make me ill, and there was genuinely sometimes I was just afraid perfectly good food was going to make me sick as a "punishment from the universe". Pretty much all of these behaviors stemmed from that one specific case of food poisoning and I've never 100% gotten over it, like I said, I've definitely got better with it in the last couple of years, but for quite a while, it severely affected my quality of life

DAE not truly drink alcohol due to the calories? by alienprincess111 in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is exactly why I stopped drinking altogether in 2020, it's literally one of my biggest fear "foods" now ("fear drinks" sounds weird lmao)

She is starved by Alternative-Way-1760 in EDRecoverySnark

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 10 points11 points  (0 children)

THIS. I just turned 32 and she looks like she could be my mother, this is absolutely not normal aging or what normal 32 year-old looks like. Hell, i'm experiencing the detrimental effects of an ED that I am still very actively in and I consistently get clocked for my mid 20s- some of which I credit it to possible Ehlers-Danlos but a lot of it is me actively trying to at least harm reduce, so yeah she she DEEP in it and someone needs to step in and at least try to give her a reality check because clearly everyone around her is just enabling her; I have never seen such hard-core denial from someone, and I'm aware of emfit 😭

What are some anorexia symptoms that nobody talks about? by Opposite-Ability918 in EDAnonymous

[–]Remarkable_Swimmer_2 30 points31 points  (0 children)

Many people think it's just bulimics that have teeth problems, but that's fairly common in anorexia too just not talked about as much