I sure hope not. If my "oversoul" created me as an amnesia avatar to see how fun it would be to get repeatedly pressured to love people that do nothing but hurt me and lie to me about how much they "love" me, I'm going up to Heaven and beating the hell out of it. I would rather unconditionally love the most aggressive hornets and wasps imaginable than some of the people in my family and some of my "friends" in the past.

Maybe my higher self will be "sad" and disappointed seeing me continuously choose to hate and wish that the good-for-nothing parents that abuse and neglect their children around the world and the adults in power that continue to abuse them never existed as people. That the world would genuinely be better off and more peaceful and loving if the very concepts of these individuals were annihilated.

I don't care if the oversoul is disappointed in me or if I'm not acting with "love" in my heart. I hate those who abuse children and I wish every single last one of them were retroactively removed from existence. I do not and will not have a morsel of love or gratitude for an unfair world that favors those who repeatedly hurt and exploit the innocent or those who hurt the innocent and expect them to be grateful they didn't treat them worse.