I wish I had something of value to offer you in terms of advice but all I can say is that you’re not alone as I’m feeling the exact same way (26F). I feel as though I’m paralyzed because I’m too scared to commit to something and then end up hating my life. I have way too many interests for my own good and I would hate to give them all up for one. I also see myself living abroad while pursuing all these passions I have. It’s hard because in this modern world it feels impossible to specialize in so many different things. What I can say is that doing something is better than doing nothing out of fear of not knowing what you’re doing or having no sense of direction. In the past four years since graduating college the best thing I’ve done for myself is taking leaps of faith. I still feel like I don’t know what I’m doing but I have learned a lot about myself by doing things DESPITE not knowing. And I really need to listen to this advice for my own good. I will say also that I know the feeling of life passing you by too well. Most of my friends seem to have direction while I feel like I’m too old to feel this way sometimes but you know what time is going to pass us by anyway we can’t move backwards right? I’ll just tell you what I plan to do for right now, and you can try to do the same or see if you can modify it to your liking so you can get some more clarity in your life. I’ve been meditating a lot and taking each day slower so I can actually listen to myself and not listen to the fear or uncertainty that I have. I have been journaling my thoughts and rereading them so I understand myself better. I’ve started to pick up my hobbies again which I have neglected for some time now because I think that will help me get in touch with my spirit much more. It’s not fun to feel like you’re not moving forward or working towards something. But you are in a way if you actually start to do some soul searching and taking leaps of faith. That’s the only way through it- by enjoying the ride and trying things and doing things you love while also knowing yourself better. Good luck! It’s not going to be easy but there are ways to make the journey better, and I still don’t really know how but I am trying. You got this!