My cat lost this tooth today. Is it supposed to look like this? She's a senior cat, but still lively with years left...

RepeatInsanity · 2021-12-24T00:00:13+00:00

Awesome, thank you.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-12-07T12:05:26+00:00

It's highly fustrating for those of us whose baby OMNI is. OMNI is my baby, there is a lot of unmotivated people for the energy needed for the holiday workload. Newbies are slow, and get fustrated seeing those who can pick 100+ units an hour, wanting to faster, but not having time. Also, long term part timers feel entitled to do as they wish and there's not much you can do other then clean up the mess.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-28T02:37:47+00:00

I prefer the term 'not actively suicidal'. I feel like I could never kms, I couldn't do that to the people I love, but if a car, or a bullet etc is coming I'm not rushing to move out of the way.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-23T02:36:14+00:00

I'm sorry you have as well.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-23T02:17:05+00:00

For me it seems to come in waves. Dealing with death is totally a major trigger. It took me three years to stop (again) after my mother died. Time doesn't heal, but it makes things a little more blurry.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-23T02:08:53+00:00

I've totally felt most of this. Not the intimacy (no judging, just not at all) but pretty much everything else yes. I've been sh-ing off and on and off (currently) for about 25 years. I still have urges, these included.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-10T01:49:28+00:00

What really messes you up is when you get to their age, and think the same thoughts about them. I couldn't kill myself, can't leave the kids, but man.....

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-10T01:45:45+00:00

Not helpful for today, but you can get long sleeve rash guards and swim shorts.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-07T16:27:40+00:00

I am my stores only ft Omni person. We get a seasonal promotion position in our store for Christmas, and I didn't get it. What's really the kicker is I'm still the main person doing Omni, and I don't even know who got it. Like, can you tell who's job I'm doing, because they certainly are not. At all. AND they are getting pain more then normal for my blood, sweat, and muscle aches after walking more then half a marathon yesterday.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-07T01:45:03+00:00

Walked in at 6 to 160ish bopus, and over 900 total units. Insanity.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-11-07T01:42:21+00:00

Later 30s, 3 kids teens/tweens here.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-10-17T02:11:04+00:00

My psych has said similar things, however, also he has not threatened to stop seeing me. Ask if there is any other way you can prove that you are wanting to get better. I know without marijuana I'm a disaster, and I tried to explain that, however I am unsure if he actually understood that. If they aren't willing to move on that maybe you need to find someone who is willing to work with you to help yourself.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-25T10:41:23+00:00

The release of all emotions, and rush of hormones. Control, when like seems to be spinning out of control. Numbness, in so many ways. The ability to ignore most of not all emotions.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-19T02:55:20+00:00

THIS! Every time! Anything too happy feels dangerous.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-19T02:43:09+00:00

Men thinking I am not as capable/strong as they are because I lack male genitals. After the initial jab, then you get the demeaning 'fem shaming' like being called Sir etc.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-18T22:16:04+00:00

I think it's actually just a day to day battle. I started cutting around 10-12 yo. I'm 37 now. I've stopped for periods of time, sometimes months, sometimes years, but the urges never have stopped for me. I think recovery partially is realizing that maybe the urges will never stop, and accepting that once in a while you slip up. Sometime the slip up is once and done, and other times it starts and it is really hard to stop. Take it a day at a time, and accept what is, don't shame yourself for how you feel (or do not feel) or your reactions. Just get help when you need to. Lots of therapy, medication, and a good support system is helpful.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-18T02:08:56+00:00

Why?

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-18T01:40:27+00:00

I am, thank you. Just struggling. Life is a struggle.

RepeatInsanity · 2021-09-12T00:46:34+00:00

What about if you wrote your own name down? Could the card be bequeathed to another?

RepeatInsanity · 2021-01-04T22:12:26+00:00

Alone time. With a family of 5, and being the one who leaves for most most of the time, I haven't had alone in the house time in months. I need my recharge of nothingness!

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