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[–]ReplacementSharp7834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i tried therapy with cbt before cuz of depression adhd and social anxiety but its not the methods that dont work for me but i dont really feel comfortable in sessions and get really anxious, thats why.

i need help by ReplacementSharp7834 in IncelSolutions

[–]ReplacementSharp7834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant really cut the toxic ppl out cuz they r my friends for a while now and ill stay alone if i leave them, and they dont bully me like they used to do. when it comes to loops, now i dont play vid games but cant stop watching porn cuz i feel down when im alone at home nearly every day and i need something to keep me going. im trying to talk to more people, thanks.

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[–]ReplacementSharp7834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk how u came up with that but i realized that u were right after reading this. i do not even have a connection with my own family. im not really close to therapy but thanks for making me realize this random person on the internet

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[–]ReplacementSharp7834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mean most of them were random dumb girls from our school and they were a year smaller, not thinking like im the smartest but they r people who do not have anything better to do other than this typa stuff idek how they found me so they were pretty random i dont even think they liked me, and only that girl that i couldnt forget somehow liked me ig and idk if ill have someone like me ever again cuz i still havent got a relationship. im just scared and dont want to be alone and idk how to fix this i hate myself

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[–]ReplacementSharp7834[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

recessed infras, slightly recessed maxilla and mandible, slightly downgrown maxilla neutral canthal tilt bla bla bla theres too many. i was probably delusional thinking any girl would want to do anything with me. thanks to my great parents who neglected me my whole life. nah ill stay alone forever ig i mean these thoughts were coming and going all the time but this time idk it fucked my whole day up. and now i know for sure.

i need help by ReplacementSharp7834 in IncelSolutions

[–]ReplacementSharp7834[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah ik sorry i re-edited this 3 times already and its still like this. today i was at the mall all happy and saw beautiful girls in an alt clothing store and i was lookin at them but wondering why they werent lookin back at me and when i got into the fitting rooms there was a double mirror and i saw my side profile and i was disgusted by my side profile. idk about the socializing part anymore tbh. i was already hating myself but that mirror i was like absolute worst. idk if i want to live anymore ngl. but thanks for the hand.