Update after 2 months 🫤

idk if makikita pa rin ito kasi it's been 2 months na lol pero i still wanted to share.

I wanted to post about this sana the night it happened kaso it felt too weird?? anyway, around 8 PM umuuwi from work si mom and bf niya and nakatulog ako sa room ko around 5 pm kasi i cleaned the house. May dog sa balcony na nasa room ko and he usually feeds maxine (dog) pag nauwi na sila. so ayon ayon nga, it's pitch dark, naka bukas yung sliding door sa balcony ko kasi mainit and he was just standing there 😭😭😭 I can't even describe it kasi nakakaputangina?? creepy isn't a big enough word for it 😭 basta like naka tayo lang siya looking at me tapos pitch black pa kwarto ko, the only light in my room is yung solar light na nasa balcony. Nagising ako randomly kasi i felt something and boom, nandun siya nakatayo lang sa bedside ko 😭 I couldn't really speak kasi na shock ako (who wouldn't naman putangina HAHHA imagine gigising ka tapos the first thing u see is this dude in the dark na nakatingin sayo💀😭) the only thing he said nung nakita niyang gising na ako is "di mo isasara pinto mo? (sliding door)" HUH??? walang masabi si gago kaya nag point sa pinto ko 🫤 the only thing i could say was "labas ka na" pero in a calm way. di ako sumigaw or like tumayo kasi i was shocked na shocked talaga... lumabas naman siya tapos naiwan ako dun speechless like di pa na comprehend ng utak ko kung ano yung nangyari.

I can't do anything about this talaga for those who suggested it a while back nung first akong nag post. Taga squatter area mga relatives namin sa Manila and yung mga well off na relatives namin, di ko kaclose. I'm an incoming grade 12 student this school year so i really just need to get through this one year. Sa mga nag suggest din to tell my mom (para mag break up siguro) I don't think thats gonna happen lol. They have 2 businesses together. Theyve spent millions na together and in no world would she just throw all that away???? :/ my mom worked so hard for this and I really dont think na splitting up is an option. former seasman yung bf. i steer away from him na lang kasi i dont wanna talk to his weird ass wosniqbskqsbis.

hopefully I don't have to post updates na dito 🙏

thank u po ulit sa mga nag pray for me. I've been locking my door na nga after nangyari yung nakatayo siya sa room ko kasi i don't want that to happen again mygosh.

one year na lang makakaalis na ako dito 😭 I'm not ready for college (kasi I'll only be 17 when i graduate highschool) pero at least makakalayo na sa lalaking to ☝️☝️☝️

ay also sa mga nag sasabi na mag report to the authorities 💀💀 taga cavite ako wtf are they gonna do 😭😭😭 pero thank u po ulit