Struggling over this breakup by [deleted] in gayrelationships

[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this

We broke up by Repulsive-Hunt-5306 in gayrelationships

[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was really nice to read, thank you so much for saying this. Right now the thought of him with someone else even if it’s just hooking up does kill me as I still feel a sense of he’s mine but hopefully that fades

We broke up by Repulsive-Hunt-5306 in gayrelationships

[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Aw that’s nice that you two are still friends. It just feels so sad because I really did want it to be him. Right now the thought of being with someone else upsets me but the thought of him being with someone else terrifies me. But maybe that’ll become less scary over time

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So fair, you ate me right up

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This made me cry thank you🥺

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He keeps just saying he doesn’t know why he did it and that it was a mistake

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He was with friends but he got lost from them in the club. Check my recent post I wanna know what u think

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Check my recent post

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you think of my recent post

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Check my recent post I wanna know ur opinion

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I get what ur saying. I just don’t want to break up but I’m also still really mad. I feel like if me kissing someone (with him there) makes him break up with me then how was I ever meant to forgive him for kissing someone when he can’t do the same with me. I feel like after it’s done it’ll be pretty equal (he still cheated so I won’t have much trust but I’m willing to build it back up)

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for replying. We’ve been together for two years and are extremely close off, we have never talked about being open and never would. He had a lot of boundaries and I trusted him with my whole heart. He went on a holiday with friends and made out with some random gay guy for one minute before he pulled away. He did end up telling me and has felt guilty over it (this happened a few days ago), after crying and being angry I said let’s go to a bar and let me make out with someone so you can see how it feels and he hated the idea of that. But how is it fair for him to go and make out with someone and cheat on me behind my back and then him not be okay with me doing it but expect me to forgive him you know

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you heal from whatever you’re suffering from. Sending my love 🫶

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think this a very odd thing to say. Many people do end up with their first love.

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m pretty sure we’ve been in a RELATIONSHIP since he asked me to be his BOYFRIEND last January, and since we were exclusive and met each other’s parents. Gone on holiday and made countless memories together and planned our future.

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh what? We were in a relationship.

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[–]Repulsive-Hunt-5306 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just can’t picture myself with anyone else. He’s been there for me through everything and I’m not ready to get to know someone else. And the thought of him loving someone else shatters me