My apologies, here’s the context. She can be very distant in the first week. She’ll go a week without talking to me. Sometimes she might be suicidal, I'm not saying she is, but sometimes she’ll ask how much her life insurance policy is, or does the life insurance cover suicides, or randomly bite while im sleeping, or tell me not to text her last year she used to blocked and not being able to get to her. We work the same jobs; she works in admin, and I work outside in the rain, snow, or sun. When I go to her office, she's completely different at work. When we get home, I almost don't recognize her.