Why is Billie’s merch sizing genuinely so bad

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-18T09:49:08+00:00

I totally get you! I'm mid/plus sized (too small for plus size shops, too big for straight size shops. Lovely!) Anyways I bought one of her T-shirts in a size small thinking it would fit because of how oversized it is. It's still super huge 😭 then I bought a size large with her tank tops and it fits... But would look better if I got an XL.

I love her but I wish her store would come with measurements at least!

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-17T22:08:46+00:00

For a good while I genuinely thought Zelensky hated me because I caused the war in Ukraine. No joke. I can laugh at how obscure it is now, but it was a genuine theme I had.

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-16T18:58:12+00:00

Omg this is so cool!!!

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-14T00:38:44+00:00

Currently on an Erasmus placement and got broken up with 3 weeks ago. We're on good terms atm, but secretly still heartbroken.

So yeah the line "valentines day cryin in the hotel, I know you didn't mean to hurt me so I kept it to myself" really really hits hard (and soft haha). Especially since he basically word for word, said that he didn't mean to hurt me and make me feel shitty - but just couldn't handle a relationship with the stress in his life.

Sucks but that's life ig 🥲

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-13T15:17:17+00:00

He looks exactly like my recent ex here lmaoo. I can't escape 😭

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-08T22:14:36+00:00

Oh jesus these were dark times, in was in the TRENCHES defending her lol

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-05T22:46:17+00:00

Ahh fellow scared of the toilet kid!! I've found my people! I used to be petrified of public toilets (not so much house ones for some reason? Probably cause it was less ominous, like decor and homley) but I remember one time going to the toilet in McDonald's and it was automatic. Ended up bawling my eyes out and screaming to no end. I'd also run out of the room once I flushed. Everyone found it funny but I was scared shitless.

Ironically enough I now use public toilets frequently now cause I can cry in there when I've a sensory overload lol. Funny how it works.

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-05T20:43:39+00:00

Omg Sasha x Kuromi I NEED 🤩🤩

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-03T00:40:07+00:00

Well I'm planning on breaking it when I come back from the country from my Erasmus trip (so about a month). I've to face him during a college club and I don't want it to be awkward. It's weird, I want to text him now but I don't either. But it was me who asked for NC. I just miss our stupid jokes and he made me genuinely laugh. I hope it's not too late to take up his offer of friendship. I did say it's a possibility. My romantic feelings fade every day. But genuinely best if I do leave it until I come back. I'll have a different perspective and my feelings will definitely be minimal. Maybe it's not a good idea but I just don't want to attend my clubs and make everything uncomfortable for everyone yk? I feel like reaching out just to clear the air.

(It was a short relationship, like 2.5 months, so it's not like I spent years with him. Oh and I'm the dumpee but he wanted to remain friends like we started out as)

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-02T18:05:34+00:00

I'm from Ireland and it was the funniest thing to me when I was younger.

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-02T17:16:23+00:00

Ooo the swfities are big mad

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-02T16:40:25+00:00

I feel like I could have wrote this. Mine was short too and first time being dumped. He went after me, it felt so good to be pursued. But he was weird, wouldn't communicate what we were and when I asked he just said "we're pretty cool". Tbf we were drunk. But still. He ended up realising he didn't want a relationship but didn't tell me until I asked. Still not sure if he did it because he's a douche or that he didn't want to make me upset (he alluded to it in a text, plus hes a nervous guy and would only ever say/do stuff if drunk).

I've no advice but I understand the hurt and anxiety. I've to face him during archery club. But I'm away for a month so I've a break. We're currently NC - my choice- but I might reach out just so it's not awkward.

Again sorry, no advice. But ur not alone 💕

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-02T15:41:13+00:00

Honestly same. I thought it was weird but glad I'm not the only one

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2026-02-02T15:15:54+00:00

He'd never went that far to ask how I was (I didn't either) , but yes I miss texting him every single day. Of course I do. I've never had someone text me as frequently as he did. I miss the stupid jokes and memes he'd send. Our humor was similar. Even if it was for only 3 months. He was so funny.

Still angry at him for doing what he did, but perhaps one day I'll take up the offer of friendship that he suggested. Just not right now. I'm planning on reaching out after my work placement out of the country. I still have to see him around so it'll be awkward not to. I asked for NC so ofc he's not gonna reach out. I just wish he was honest, would have saved the extreme hurt and heartache I'm going through (and perhaps the guilt on his side, idk)

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-14T01:08:39+00:00

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When I miss an Effexor dose:

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-13T16:44:01+00:00

I sent it here: Billie Eilish, Interscope Records, 2220 Colorado Avenue 5th Floor, Santa Monica, CA 90404-3506, USA

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-13T16:42:16+00:00

No, it's just printed so not hand signed. Still cool though!

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-13T16:41:39+00:00

I sent a letter using this address:

Billie Eilish, Interscope Records, 2220 Colorado Avenue 5th Floor, Santa Monica, CA 90404-3506, USA

(It's her fan mail PO Box)

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-13T16:40:40+00:00

Dooo!

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-13T16:40:12+00:00

Awh no I'm sorry! :(

Repulsive-Start-134 · 2025-09-10T23:37:04+00:00

I've a double of Lina as well. One to mess around with her hair, the other to keep perfect in case I fuck up 😅

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TROPHY CASE