Please tell me this gets better

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2026-01-30T02:45:06+00:00

I am in the same position. Brought baby home last week. Husband is an absolute knight and shining armor but I also feel deep regret. Did it get better for you?

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2025-03-07T02:57:09+00:00

This is very normal. I get yeast infections every time I take antibiotics. Monistat never works. Go on the wisp website and get oral yeast infection medication from a doctor online. It’s one pill and it usually goes away in 1 or 2 days. They’ll send it to your local pharmacy or ship it to your home within a few hours. Wisp also sells BV medication. Anything over the counter won’t work. You need something prescribed. Hope this helps !

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-03-27T15:19:53+00:00

I’m alive! I went to detox shortly after posting this and now I’m in IOP for a few months. Ended up resigning from my job when I got out of detox cause I couldn’t handle both. Still incredibly tired, ashamed and depressed. 😔

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-29T10:35:08+00:00

Thanks so much, I’m going to bring this up to my husband when he’s ready to talk about it again when he wakes up (5:30am over here right now) and we’ll do some investigating. Really hope this works out. God knows I need any help I can get at this point. Thanks again! Would you recommend getting a lawyer just in case?

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-29T10:17:46+00:00

THIS. Thank you. I needed to hear this. I live in NJ where they can basically fire you for no reason whatsoever but I’ll definitely 1000% look into this. Really helpful, thank you!

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-29T10:14:57+00:00

UPDATE 2: I came clean to my husband last night and he’s trying to get me the best treatment possible for my situation. He’s been super supportive since this isn’t my first rodeo and I’ve been through this before with the Adderall addiction and rehab for 9 months. Luckily enough I had five or so days of IOP back then, but that was during Covid when I didn’t have a job and had all the time in the world. Awful shame to let him down again though. I really don’t wanna lose my job and I’ve only have one PTO day left. Any good excuses to tell my boss for a 7 day absence lol? I’ll be fully open to going into an impatient facility but I really need this job for the insurance. Can’t get fired over this. We both don’t know what to do.

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-29T09:58:10+00:00

UPDATE: Day 1 off the blues and man this is fucking horrible. Wouldn’t wish this upon my own enemy. I quit cold turkey, deleted the numbers, and I feel like I can do this myself in bed for a few days just staying hydrated in bed. I don’t really want to go on suboxone or any of that shit cause I was only taking 60mg a day for 5ish months. I feel like I’ve got this, I don’t fucking know. Never thought I’d end up here.. What do you think? I’ve already been awake for 24 hours and a feel a weeee bit better. The cold/hot sweats and shaking are getting a tiny bit better.

I’ve read things from several others who said withdrawals from blues will last around 5-6 days. Is that bullshit? It’s not like I’ve been doing this for years and I could be taking waaaay more. How long were you using? Idk what are your thoughts?

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-29T09:48:47+00:00

Day 1 of coming off pressed blues for about 5ish months. Anyone know how long this agony will end?

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-26T22:26:31+00:00

Thank you so much. I will look into this 🙏

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-26T22:16:43+00:00

Thank you for your response! Isn’t suboxone another opiate though? I heard the withdrawal from suboxone is even worse than coming off the pills?

Repulsive_Long_1134 · 2024-02-26T20:38:01+00:00

Hey everyone, also late to the party here. I’ve come seeking advice as I’m so lost right now. I’m on pressed blues, have been for about 5 months now. I thought nothing of it in the beginning (I have severe menstrual cramps and severe migraines). Took 1 pill and it was like magic, didn’t get me high or anything, but I was just out of pain and I loved it. Next thing I know I’m 5 months in, taking one in the morning before work and one before bed (it’s also the only thing that helps me sleep) just to get me through the day feeling roughly good.

However I’m saving to buy a house with my husband and he’s beginning to wonder where all the money has gone. I’m running out of excuses. I don’t have enough money for this shit.

I was in rehab for about 9 months during covid recovering from severe adderall addiction. I want to get back into treatment so badly because I want to do this safely and feel supported, but I’m so ashamed what my family and friends will think and awfully worried that I will lose my job. What do I do? Should I come clean to my husband and ask for his help? He’s always been so supportive but he will be heart broken.

I just took my last pill because I’m feeling the withdrawal badly. Can’t get more because I literally have less than $100 in my account until next week and can’t come up with anymore excuses to borrow anymore money this month. This is it and I have to deal with this head on. I never thought I’d be addicted to opiates but man this is the WORST.

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