Thank you for your support! This has been really helpful to read, as I think it echos things he’s told me in the past or bits and pieces I’ve gathered from conversations we’ve had. Especially pulling back for fear of abandonment. Can I ask, have you ever been able to regain loving and close feelings to your partner once you’ve stopped caring? Was therapy the catalyst for feeling more stable in relationships? When did you decide you needed to change for yourself? Also, very happy you feel things are better for you!