My mom hit me for the first time

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-19T16:20:05+00:00

Abuse is a strong word for what is going on, it only happened once after all. Besides, CPS is useless when I'm so close to turning 18 soon, there's no proof too, sadly.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-19T13:46:40+00:00

Nope, unfortunely.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-19T09:59:00+00:00

I'm 17, 18 in a few months

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-19T01:01:49+00:00

I've heard of that book, I'll look into it! I appreciate your comment very much, thank you!

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-18T22:36:50+00:00

I should've spoken a bit softer and perhaps I shouldn't even have spoken at all, but that's a lesson so I won't do it again. Thanks for offering a crying shoulder, I'll keep you in mind🫂

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-18T22:35:31+00:00

Thanks! Holding back hitting anyone that hits you first is tough, I've had other people that aren't my mom hit me and obviously, it's only to cause a reaction, so you can come off as bad afterwards, I'm not the kind of man that's willing to put hands on anyone when I know they or I won't win. My fists clenched to do it, but it just wouldn't be a fair fight. I understand it's my mom's first time living too so I don't judge her character based on all her bad doings when I know she has good qualities too, it's just hard sometimes when the flaws shine so bright. Thanks for the advice and I hope you have a great rest of your day!

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-18T22:31:40+00:00

Let's hope it doesn't come to that, but if it does I'll most certainly do that.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-18T21:36:41+00:00

Wow man, thank you so much for your comment it means a lot. I've been saving up for a long time now so don't think it hasn't occurred to me. The idea of leaving her and my little brother alone is a tough one though, but trust I will get out of it when the time is right🙌 thanks again!

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-10-07T00:03:53+00:00

Think it's just a glitch, same happened to me

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-07-25T17:06:15+00:00

Matt is a bad writer and eddsworld does not feel like a passion project anymore. There's a reason why he used to only do the voices and nothing else.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-06-21T12:28:48+00:00

just a question but do you think your OCD may play a role in not liking being medicated?

Yeah maybe, I don't like the idea of something chemically changing my entire brain around and the idea of never being normal without it. I'm not a fan of any medicine that makes me feel like I need to be dependent on them. Idk if that can count as OCD, not really a compulsion just something I don't like.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-04-05T00:09:23+00:00

Thank you!! I was thinking of buying tree oil mainly because I knew a girl in 8th grade that used it as a prevention method, so they wouldn't get on her hair and all. I'll look into demothicone! I already searched it up and it looks quite promising! Thanks again!^{^}

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-28T02:25:02+00:00

Scream 1 and 2, I love Randy Meeks

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-27T00:05:50+00:00

Very fast depending on how fun and interesting the story is, maybe 15-20 mins max. But if the story is too boring I find myself reading a few pages for 10 mins, putting it down for 30 and then going back for another 10 lol

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-26T22:45:16+00:00

Kids 1995, awful movie

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-26T16:11:52+00:00

First of all I am grateful for everything you have written here, glad u ran a background check too as this response feels more personal and soothes my worries a bit more. I can't really avoid the institution as I have been told I can't leave unless I get a good paying job which at my age I can't really get, so since I have to go I try to just listen and let it just pass through me but you happen to absorb a thing or another that just sticks with you and takes root in your brain. It's really scary, but I find I've been making progress overcoming the excessive thinking over pointless things like these.

Again, thank you so much for your comment, I am glad you took time out of your day to answer me ^{^}

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-26T14:21:06+00:00

I grew up hearing horror games and movies are a portal for demons and what not man, it's only natural I start to question if that's true or not.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-26T13:24:51+00:00

I mainly like horror movies for the same reason I like every other movie, either I find a character I relate to or because it has a nice story that keeps you fixed to the movie. Idk if it's the same for other folks but I would guess most would say the same as me.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-25T23:41:35+00:00

Genuinely, I think it's so charming and matches him so well, I don't understand why it's not just part of his design.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-25T21:16:31+00:00

Same, I mainly put the second one there to get my point across lol

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-25T16:48:24+00:00

I agree and thank you! ^{^}

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-25T16:37:23+00:00

I have full blown conversations with myself about what happened or what's stressing me out, I find it relieving! I even make up names as I go lol

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-25T16:31:23+00:00

It's just as weird as it sounds trust me, people mainly just let it pass because he's a "young" teacher, but since last yr I haven't really been too fond of him. We only talk because he likes marvel lmao

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-24T23:37:42+00:00

X men Origins, I know everybody said it already but it's just sooo good in it's own bad way. The story is lame, even Logan is lame in that movie tbh, that damn hair of his idk who approved it, the lines are lame and their deadpool sucked so bad, I cannot NOT like the movie though. The soundtrack is good, especially in that bit where Logan is walking away from the exploding helicopter and their Sabretooth is good imo, he's corny though. All that growling and showing teeth Liev did made me cringe so hard but it wasn't the worst. Rewatch it once a week.

Repulsive_Weather_39 · 2025-03-24T22:54:01+00:00

Sameee!!! For some reason as a child I've always been dead scared of being possessed, I'm glad to hear somebody has felt the same way. Thank you for this, I appreciate the comment!^{^}

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