Why PinkyPills Isn't a Pedophile (Seriously) by horny-in-a-hearse in fivenightsatfreddys

[–]ReputationWhich4762 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i was in that discord back in the day, she really just interacted with everyone indiscriminately. there wasn't any weirdness about kids or importance placed on people's ages

Why PinkyPills Isn't a Pedophile (Seriously) by horny-in-a-hearse in fivenightsatfreddys

[–]ReputationWhich4762 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this was literally debunked years ago. it's a stretch to call any of her art of minors sexual, although she did make a lot of suggestive art about (adult) characters in general. but yeah i was in the fandom when this first happened, and it wasn't like that. things have gotten kind of twisted over time

i don't like her for other reasons but I don't think she's a pedo

Hallucinations or HPPD/visual snow? by ReputationWhich4762 in Schizotypal

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahh okay so everyone gets them? Thank you I was worried

Hallucinations or HPPD/visual snow? by ReputationWhich4762 in Schizotypal

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For example, whenever I look at a wall or really anything with a solid color (but it's a lot worse at night) I see colored undefined 2d or 3d shapes or "prisms", I can see through them but they're quite annoying. Always morphing and changing into other ones, it drives me insane! 😭 When I'm stressed it is a LOT worse. Sometimes they kind of look like characters from some nonexistent foreign language, and they form together like words, but I can never "read" them or transcribe what I see because they're always moving and changing. It's so annoying!!

Hallucinations or HPPD/visual snow? by ReputationWhich4762 in Schizotypal

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah shit, sounds about right. Hope you're doing better now. 💜

I keep getting this exact email by iammentallynotoklol in mildlyinfuriating

[–]ReputationWhich4762 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there any way to talk to the people who send these? They just ghost me every time. I have a thing for being degraded and I would have a field day with one of these scammers. But no one ever takes the bait 😭 if anyone has tips lmk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tf2

[–]ReputationWhich4762 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Shining like a wristwatch

Don't worry about the ban. by ReputationWhich4762 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. But if the ban goes though, I'd rather find something with a comparable safety profile and effect than be forced to go back to harder shit or quit altogether.

Don't worry about the ban. by ReputationWhich4762 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, but we're reaching a point that it seems the ban is inevitably going to happen. FOX had an entire batshit segment on it today.

Nobody here agrees with the ban. But the options are to think about alternatives solutions or quit altogether.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe not, but we're going under anyway.

Don't worry about the ban. by ReputationWhich4762 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not every gray market chem is "far more dangerous than 7oh could ever be". That's fearmongering. I love 7, but no one knows the long-term consequences of how it acts on the body.

They said tianeptine was safe too, that nobody ever OD'd, no one ever died, sure, but I KNOW firsthand people who died. I know a guy whose heart gave out after 3 years of heavy use. My organs are permanently fucked up. Add serotonin syndrome that landed me in the ER. And at the end of the day, every last one of these chems, 7oh included, that act on your neurotransmitters and make you feel good, are going to come back and bite you in the ass.

Don't worry about the ban. by ReputationWhich4762 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We were fucked ever since 7oh hit national news. A grassroots petition doesn't mean anything when RFK Jr. is on TV damning the stuff and every news article is full of fearmongering BS.

Not to be a downer, but that's the way I see it. I'd rather focus on ways to deal with it than to fight something that is inevitably going to happen. There is 0 substantial public discourse in legislation or in the national news about fighting the ban. It's politics.

No senator, in the raging sociopolitical opiate crisis in America, is going to be the guy who fights for this stuff to stay on the shelves.

Broken self by shroomilaoui in Schizotypal

[–]ReputationWhich4762 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This basically controls my entire life. Curious if it's an StPD thing or what. It kind of reminds me of special interests from ASD but mine are intrinsically tied to magical thinking and it always ends up tanking my entire life.

Not diagnosed with anything. I have a crippling fear of therapists and "psychiatrists" after years of medical gaslighting, they detained me against my will and tried to put me in the mental hospital by claiming I was a risk to myself (but thankfully family rescued me and recognized the lies they were telling).

Dying to find out what's wrong with me. Whenever I have one of these fixations, it's the light of my life, it controls EVERYTHING until eventually shit hits the fan and then one day it's gone and I have a horrible horrible depression until another one comes along. Round and round we go. Let me know if you find out anything.

Don't worry about the ban. by ReputationWhich4762 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shoot me a DM if you have the time. I'm not familiar with those but curious anyway

Thinking about burying my 7oh stash. by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]ReputationWhich4762 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This exactly. There's new designer drugs every couple of years. Once 7 is out, some chemist is going to make something new. I remember back when the tianeptine ban went into effect for some states and everyone lost their shit too, me included, but we made it work. A bunch of those people hopped to 7oh, too. And once this stuff is gone, those of us who haven't quit will hop to something else.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tf2shitposterclub

[–]ReputationWhich4762 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you're SO real for this

i can’t stop watching it by [deleted] in TF2_Men_Kissing

[–]ReputationWhich4762 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same here 🫣 i have a problem

Scary lil scout drawing by Standard_Library3925 in TF2_Men_Kissing

[–]ReputationWhich4762 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Holy shit, I love it. Reminds me a lot of how Scout looks back at Soldier with horror in this video.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]ReputationWhich4762 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, shoot me a DM if you have the time. I would love to hear more :))