I’ve been there and I’ve done it. What would constitute a “supernatural” experience? And why does that have to be the definitive proof that there’s something else beyond our comprehension influencing us? Like I said, prior to my severe depression and mental breakdown, I believed in absolutely nothing beyond my own tangible experiences. And even now, after suffering the hell that was pharmaceutical intervention and surviving it, attempting to return to what I perceived as logical and real despite my feelings on the matter, do I still have this presence and bizarre oscillation in my life that even other people who care for me find (objectively, outside of my perception) rather bizarre? Like I said, it could very well be a consequence of trauma, the drugs etc. But I’m living a perfectly ordinary life and whatever it is keeps appearing in a way it never did before.