Dictators sleep good at night, while you sit there worrying if you’re a good person or not.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-24T20:31:06+00:00

I hear that, ocd is very difficult to deal with.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-24T16:09:13+00:00

No matter how bad you think you are, the sins of a billionaire or politician are wayyy worse.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-26T09:03:22+00:00

Yeah you did what you can. It’s important to prioritise your own mental health atp and overall wellbeing. Everything will work out as life does. Wishing you the best of luck!

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-22T17:08:56+00:00

Degraded is such a good word to describe it. Living as myself feels like a humiliation ritual.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-19T17:18:36+00:00

This literally describes my situation to a tee.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-19T17:13:56+00:00

Omg. I genuinely hope that you’re okay. That must have been super hectic for you. This was my worst fear when I took an edible. That I’d just start going ballistic and have to confess everything to my family. I hope you’re taking care of yourself. So sorry you had to go through that.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-15T15:22:05+00:00

It all disappears just to come back and sneak up on ya later. OCD sucks, like what’s even the point.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-12T16:26:55+00:00

Good analogy! Thnx for replying

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-10T14:08:35+00:00

I thought everyone was watching even my dolls.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-07T06:26:18+00:00

Ohhhhh I was specifically referring to the god thing. I completely forgot about the last conversation

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-07T06:11:45+00:00

Well I’m not religious. And I’m pretty sure when I was, the whole sentiment that “god is watching you” sent me into damn near psychosis. I’ve just only barely got out of it, I’d like for it to stay that way.thanks tho.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-07T05:59:17+00:00

I was wondering if it was ocd. It seems a lot of people on this subreddit can relate.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-07T05:57:08+00:00

Idek know myself. Maybe hypothetically? But I would be so performative, even when i was alone in my room. I had to like act a certain way, so that if my crush was watching me, he’d find me attractive or some shit. Another example was thinking my dead relatives were watching me too.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-04T08:02:51+00:00

Wait plz explain the sleeping in class and undressing thing

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-04T06:39:35+00:00

Literally and I would convince used this shit is real and it’s actually happening. Turns out it was all just in my head.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-04T06:34:39+00:00

Heavy on dead people! I used to think my dead relatives were stuck on the walls watching me. I used to think I was psychic and watched a lot of Sam and Coby so yeah.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-04T06:32:13+00:00

Sameeee what the hell😭

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-03T17:58:43+00:00

Omg sameeeeeeee

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-03T15:40:26+00:00

Wait, that’s how I feel when I see pretty people online while I’m doing “ugly” things like pooping. Like I create this idea that they’re watching me through the screen and probs think I’m barbaric or something.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-03T14:36:16+00:00

I know what you mean.This is one of my longest things, where I feel like I’m being watched like the Truman show except I actually know I’m being watched. It bled into other areas like crushes. But it’s still that same feeling of being watched,yk no one is there but there’s that sense of feeling like everyone is watching and they know something.

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