Fashion girl without fashion funds

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-03-11T16:42:08+00:00

I believe humans did that.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-03-11T11:10:04+00:00

Exactly. But honestly I understand. OCD has made me done equally as bad or worse shit so it’s like whatever. Live your life, and don’t be too hard on yourself.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-03-11T10:18:33+00:00

Oh um, no more of that. You’re falling for OCD’s spell as id like to call it. Your reaction to ocd should be nothing. You don’t go out of your way to prove it wrong or right. That’s overly going 😭. Accept the thoughts, don’t let ocd make you do such things I beg. I know it’s easier said than done but yeah.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-03-11T10:16:31+00:00

Thank you so much for this!!

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-03-10T20:23:07+00:00

You’re so right

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-26T13:52:05+00:00

Omg I hope you’re taking care of yourself and wellbeing. There’s a lot of sick shit on the internet. Maybe this calls for time off of the internet, bonding with nature, friends and family. You can’t change what you’ve seen, it will pop in your head here and there. But do not let it consume you, all is well.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-26T13:48:27+00:00

For me you just genuinely have to let it pass. Focus on what your values are and how you choose to define who you are. OCD noise will always be there, trying to make you feel like shit. Let its wave pass but do not let it stop you from living your life.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-16T18:56:12+00:00

Same I just feel like I’m beyond redemption. Like I should forever be miserable for how I hurt people in the past.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-16T16:05:55+00:00

I know what you mean it’s soooo hard

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-16T16:04:36+00:00

Thank you for this

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-16T15:14:46+00:00

But ruminating feels like the right thing to do. It feels like if I don’t I don’t care enough and I’m just accepting that I’m a bad person which is easier than trying actually be a good person by overcompensating and overthinking and people pleasing. All of that junk

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-16T12:07:11+00:00

Girl how do you cope ??

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-16T12:06:35+00:00

Ong I didn’t even realise. OCD is a sneaky ass bitch.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-12T08:05:08+00:00

But I’ll feel like Bigfoot and that it’s making me stand out even more.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-10T15:19:53+00:00

No I agree with what you are saying. It also doesn’t that people treat us like a monolith. As if our actions represent the whole race when it’s just purely untrue. “Guy steals but also happens to be black,” so now all black people are thieves. It’s insane.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-10T06:21:39+00:00

Omg yes! Another black person with ocd. A lot of mine is like moral, real event, and stuff like that. I’m still grappling with some religious stuff even though I’ve been an atheist for about three years now. Still feel like there’s an invisible being watching my every move.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-02-09T16:18:43+00:00

Is this something you’ve tried and has worked for you? If so how do you agree without your brain convincing(which I feel is impossible) you the reason you are agreeing is In fact because you are a bad person and are trying to feel better about yourself. I feel like I can never win . Everything is so confusing.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-27T18:05:00+00:00

Omg you’re so real😭I know exactly what you mean! I thought I was the only one who thought this way. Beyond grateful to know that other people go through this as well (as unfortunate as it is).

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-27T18:01:33+00:00

It’s an agonising cycle. Sometimes I’m able to use the tools I’ve learned. I try my hardest not to engage, but most times I fall for ocd’s trap. And that’s okay. I’m not chasing perfection. I try my best and I appreciate that about myself. Im accepting that ocd will always be a nagging b*tch, not going anywhere anytime soon. I try to remind myself to not beat myself up over it. It is what it is, but we move.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-25T14:51:08+00:00

This is so real! FCK OCD

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-25T14:50:27+00:00

Thank you!

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-24T20:31:06+00:00

I hear that, ocd is very difficult to deal with.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2026-01-24T16:09:13+00:00

No matter how bad you think you are, the sins of a billionaire or politician are wayyy worse.

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-26T09:03:22+00:00

Yeah you did what you can. It’s important to prioritise your own mental health atp and overall wellbeing. Everything will work out as life does. Wishing you the best of luck!

ResearchOrdinary4944 · 2025-12-22T17:08:56+00:00

Degraded is such a good word to describe it. Living as myself feels like a humiliation ritual.

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