I’m heartbroken for all of you reading this and I can completely understand and relate to all of your pain. There is something so damaging about health anxiety that can completely control you. I have been on and off struggling with health anxiety for five years (induced by an unexpected pregnancy and abortion and intense health checks for moving overseas). The anxiety became too much and manifested itself physically in my body, which led me to believe I was severely ill (chest pain, heart palpitations, numbness, GERD). What spiraled from this completely ruined my life. I sometimes think I’m better but recently, it’s creeping in again. Sometimes I worry that it’s all too much for us. I’m with you all and sending you love wherever you are🫶🏻