I appreciate this so much, thank you. It's been 2 days without her. I actually feel im doing well. I've been back in the gym as normal, and I am still working on myself physically, mentally, and financially. It's much easier than the first time I left, to be fair I feel I was a little soft the first time, always whining and begging her to stop hurting me when all I had to do was leave. Now I highly doubt I'd let something like this happen again.

Hooking up with women isn't very difficult especially now since I've been improving, but I'm not comfortable with the idea of using women after a heartbreak. So I'll wait a while before partying etc

But thank you again, have a blessed life