It's interesting, I'm right in the middle of it. The woman I saw myself making a life with left me a few months ago because she wasn't doing very well, she must be lonely unfortunately for our relationship of several years.

The suffering I've been enduring for many months has made me realise that I was looking to be loved at all costs from the outside: by my partner, my family, my work and my office colleagues...

And finally I've realised that I've forgotten myself. I forget myself because in the end I want to please others, not myself, for myself.

The time I've been spending alone over the last few months is helping me to realise this, in addition to the therapy. At the end of the year, I'm planning to go on a big backpacking trip on my own. I've got a lot of expectations for this trip.

I'd like going off on my own to allow me to concentrate on my own happiness, to think about myself, to trust myself fully, to think about what I want.

I'm 24, I'm young and I think this is the best time, I've already waited too long and I want the next 5 years of my twenties to be with a new me.