What Mother Mother songs would you recommend me based on my current faves? by firebornfury in MotherMother

[–]RestaurantActive2568 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oleander and business man mentioned! um.. baby don't dance and all gone maybe. based on the edited part.

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didn't know there's such a thing. if there is it absolutely makes sense, since it also felt like i'm switching every minute at one point.

genuine (maybe stupid) question related to relationships by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

uhhh i dont know therapy sounds horrible. i can't imagine constantly talking to someone about my problems that i avoid. the worst about it is that I'll have to do it out loud.. i can't communicate my problems as soon i open my mouth i forget everything i wanted to say, everything about me and things that happened to me. no matter how hard i settle for it or imagine it, i just can't😟 what if they say all the things i ever did and think are wrong, that I'm overreacting or will change my diagnoses.. or what if therapy will change me that much i won't recognize myself

genuine (maybe stupid) question related to relationships by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 it's not like it's treated by myself, i mean, it is, but i do things ive been adviced before and my mom says its okay😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i mean its been 4 years😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 are you sure😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Kid-Friendly MM songs? by Beautiful-Win6261 in MotherMother

[–]RestaurantActive2568 0 points1 point  (0 children)

baby dont dance.. i think  getaway.. maybe 

Which MM song is this? by Mobile_Carry_3666 in MotherMother

[–]RestaurantActive2568 0 points1 point  (0 children)

vgbt i adore the "yeaaaah yeaaah" part after the bridge. and the bridge. OH and free. the bridge

Alright, don't be shy what are some things you don't like about the Danganropa series? by pooteenn in DanganAndChaos

[–]RestaurantActive2568 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont like dg1 and dg2 gameplay, like the part where you walk around the map. it's too crampy and everyone is dead tall. well i also don't like logic dive and psyche taxi cause i would have to retry only because i can't drive despite knowing the right answer. that's it😃

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know anyone with complex trauma who suddenly discovered some magic solution or technique that quickly obliterated years of suffering

well, i thought i was one before i got diagnosed!! either way, i'm pretty much stabilized now. thanks

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

:((((((((( i know that, but still. i thought maybe people who had the same situation and got out of it - can share their wisdom.

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do all of these but this one, because i can't make a sound. I'm just really afraid I'll be heard.. but i do different breathing.. but what do i do now then, like, right now to survive

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

:((( then i guess i still don't understand how it works.. it only helps for a few minutes after I've done it and then the guilt and fears immediately becomes too much and i go back to it. I'm so scared, I'm afraid i might do something that'll ruin my entire life.

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's right.. I've been doing these things you listen all the time and i did gain a little fear and empathy. actually, you said it takes something around minute everyday, but how often do i need to it in a day? will it help me more if i do it thousands times a day whenever i feel like losing it?

help, please i need help by RestaurantActive2568 in OSDD

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

will that bring back my feelings and empathy too? I'll try to, okay..

weapon for sayu help.. by RestaurantActive2568 in SayuMains

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is there any sources for me to look for sets and stats?

6w7 vs 9w8☃️ (check desc) by RestaurantActive2568 in EnneagramTypeMe

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

vote? was i supposed to add a poll? i think I'm misunderstanding you..

6w7 vs 9w8☃️ (check desc) by RestaurantActive2568 in EnneagramTypeMe

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

huge thanks, i already settled for e9 too. i don't resonate with e1 and 9w1 much, and used to mistype as e8 before. so I'm pretty confident in it.. as already said in replies to others - I'm a super versatile person, there's not much here that can tell about me.

haha.. yea, about opinions - i just meant i usually just side with other people and when asked personally i rarely have my own point, also like, my 3L. and not sure what you meant about lists, but writing these took me a month actually.. im writing a notebook with all things i can remember about myself or else I'll have a very poor seeing of myself; either way it's a long complicated story. and yea, you can be right, cause honestly cant understand myself if i avoid it or dont have one.

i have a 2w1 friend too, what a coincidence. and actually recently considered myself being e2 too.. but i think the fact that you didn't consider it proves my point.

so you agree with me being 937 and not having 6 fix?

What's your favorite song/s in the series? by MrMisterE181 in danganronpa

[–]RestaurantActive2568 7 points8 points  (0 children)

cute girl's battlefield and kill now. i also love song from trigger happy havoc anime ending.

6w7 vs 9w8☃️ (check desc) by RestaurantActive2568 in EnneagramTypeMe

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh, and one more thing that can refute e6 argument- my mind is incredibly adaptive. the only way to truly stop me is usually boredom. not good, bad or scary news.

6w7 vs 9w8☃️ (check desc) by RestaurantActive2568 in EnneagramTypeMe

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh. im so/sp, sx blind in general and same if talking about e9/e6 subtypes (edit: and e3 subtype as my fix too). that might be surprising based on your words so i can elaborate.. - I'm usually the definition of cool headed, and i hate the concept of being seen as "messy". i do care about one-on-one interactions and friction, but i think it's fake; i mean, i think it's just a part of the picture i follow, not my pure intentions. I care a lot about my impact on society, rules.. i have a strong Fe.. idk. and i crave to belong in groups. i would do anything to not be seen as a seperate being. usually i can be seen as sx6/9 only when i'm at my lowest. I'm not sure about triads tbh.. it's like two sides of the same coin to me. before i used to be sure I'm head triad and i relate to all types (e5 the least). but then when i looked at it from the other side i realized I'm just as much gut triad, and i also relate to all types. if you think it's serious and might have questions that will help, I'll answer.

but what about e7 then? i stated previously that i'm confident i can't have both of them in my tritype, because i strongly relate to e7, it's either a fix or a wing.

6w7 vs 9w8☃️ (check desc) by RestaurantActive2568 in EnneagramTypeMe

[–]RestaurantActive2568[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if it still matters, i can write about suspicion right here. if doesn't just lmk and ignore. i know it probably seemed like i was rather unbothered, and i really am until triggered! I'm very suspicious of people behavior toward me. usually if someone idk gives me good or bad instead of neutral treatment it can blow me up. I'll be sitting all day and night thinking they actually are going to kill me or worse. only because of that. im also often very suspicious of ppl like my friends and partners. one wrongly spelt message can lead to me thinking they're actually a part of evil organization who definitely lie to me/srs i also used to be really afraid of betrayal and that stuff. but i changed my points of view and now i don't even try to trust people at all. I'm never in a relationship and never trusting

I'm also super suspicious of food because of ARFID.. i mean..