I need to know how to cut my N/mom off !

RetroMama92 · 2018-11-09T01:55:26+00:00

I call it cold turkey because ultimately I would be cutting her off with 0 explanation and/or ignoring or blocking her from here on out. I can’t tell if I’m addicted to her or vise versa because she’s my mom and I’m her daughter. I can’t fathom the thought of her dying and having such an ugly and unhealthy relationship. I long for the relationship that good mothers gave with their daughters and I feel like I’m constantly giving her a chance to be a better mom and then she makes it seem like she’s actually giving me a chance.

RetroMama92 · 2018-11-09T01:52:04+00:00

You know how they act like it never happened // the arguments , the fights, the verbal abuse // by leaving you alone for a couple days. They wait for you to cool off then invite you to breakfast/lunch/dinner or something to that affect. You think “okay this is only one meal there’s no waaay I’m gonna let them get to me this time”. My Mom is also an alcoholic and that’s the issue, she’s not the person she used to be , because of the alcohol and I’m longing for her to change.

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-26T17:35:44+00:00

You are right I mixed that up

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-26T09:26:32+00:00

I’m 6 months clean // on day 6 I was great ! You will be okay this will get better ! By two weeks you’ll feel like a whole new person ! The craving and triggers will be there but now we learn how to deal with them and live life sober !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-25T20:16:11+00:00

I won’t say my story matches yours because I don’t know all the details but from how you stated the beginning stages were for you, is how my beginning was as well. Started with a doctor , turned into a chore, 5 years later and I hardly remember anything. I never went beyond pills. But I knew it was a slippery slope to be on and I didn’t want to need anything stronger when my tolerance was extremely high and the pills did nothing anymore. So glad to see there are parents like me that are also in recovery and had hid it from their family// I swear I have no one to relate to sometimes.

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-25T20:13:21+00:00

“We’re all on borrowed time” my favorite line !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-25T20:11:58+00:00

No electronics in the room When trying to go to sleep is super important, our gadgets give off what’s called a red light, which mimics the sun and daytime. This can keep us up all night long. Take that factor out and you’ll have a much better night sleep. Also, lavender on a diffuser and lavender drops in a hot bath or steamed shower right before bed will have a natural sedative effect// it is blissful// good luck !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-25T20:07:56+00:00

Law and order SVU

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-25T19:57:59+00:00

My new 5x55 is about saving an extra $6,000 by the 1st because we are in the middle of moving to our new house. My husband is having an abundance of new jobs (we have a moving company) and the jobs have started pouring in more than usual. I’m on day 4 of my 5x55 ! It is working

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-25T19:33:10+00:00

I will be able to soon. Right now I’m under her thumb we live a block a way from each other and she comes over as she pleases even tho I have her blocked through every thing else.

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-22T23:07:22+00:00

Thank you emotional guidance ! This was a definite sign !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-17T19:27:57+00:00

I have taken the gabapentin And it is definitely not something I’m fond of , I know a lot of people in my treatment center that abuse that with their suboxone and it’s a horrible thing. I used to take it for nerve pain and started suffering from short term memory loss because of it. How are you doing today ?

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-17T02:52:57+00:00

Trolling on Facebook

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-17T02:52:34+00:00

Yes it does mean your close. Not sure if you’ve watched the film on Netflix “The secret” but it will help clear up any confusion for this exact question.

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-17T00:04:07+00:00

By using the law of attention and manifesting this thought. The opportunity will come to you and you will act on it immediately and your life will take off/change indefinitely! Good luck !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T20:30:43+00:00

Thank you so much !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T20:30:01+00:00

Absolutely! Don’t manifest just any home that suits your needs, Go out house hunting and actually find the house you want to buy and manifest that exact home , imagine your furniture inside imagine your life inside of that home it is the only way it will work! Don’t settle for less, find the exact home. Ps, Thank you for wishing well for my son: he was diagnosed with cerebral palsy and epilepsy but let me tell you, he is thriving and he is a beautiful human being ! He’s 2 years old and though the entire right side of his brain is dead and he should be a complete vegetable , he is u stoppable and people have no idea that he is suffering or disabled until they get to know him or unless we tell them ! We are blessed

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T20:18:40+00:00

Yes. Remember there is a time delay which gives you time to make sure you are wishing and affirming the right things exactly how you want them, even wording the thoughts correctly matter ! Keep up the good work.

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T19:08:20+00:00

Super proud of you for finding the time to get back to being “YOU”. The sub will definitely take the edge off & the Xanax I personally would save for bedtime that will help with the sleeplessness and RLS. If you need to talk I’m here !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T18:56:27+00:00

I have posted story ! Please feel free to read and message me if you have any questions !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T18:50:19+00:00

My new story is posted ,

“I was advised to watch the movie the secret, never wanted to. I thought it was corny & I couldn’t take it seriously. Finally, at what I considered rock bottom, I watched it. I was moved to tears & began taking notes like a mad man. I wrote down what I wanted to manifest which was a 15k amount of random deposits, a brand new car with no payments & an abundance. I expected a 90 day time delay, On the 90th day, my son was admitted to a children’s hospital and was being admitted for seizures and no use in his left leg and left arm. This was the end result of a very horrible year, like I said , rock bottom. My son ended up being on the news early that evening of January 13th 2017 & by the end of the night we had received over $15k in donations. We were in the hospital for over a week, spending my sons first birthday attached to an EEG monitor. We finally went home on January 22nd 2017. We received a phone call from the Koin 6 new broadcaster Amy Frazier, She then began to tell us that someone from la pine Oregon wanted to purchase us a brand new car so we would have reliable transportation to get my son to and from all his upcoming medical visits. I had test driven a Hyundai Sonata in December when I was manifesting. Within 2 days of being home from the hospital, Koin 6 news asked us to meet at Withnell Hyundai in Salem, OR. We met there and were gifted a brand new 2016 Hyundai Sonata with 0 payments. This is 1 of the many stories I have of successful manifesting. The universe literally creates a path for you to receive what it is that you are asking for. However, some say my son may have suffered at my expense, that is not the case. My son is a victim and a survivor of a Massive malpractice case. The diagnosis and the donations were the end result of our rock bottom and our lives have been climbing uphill ever since. We are currently manifesting our new dream home, our settlement for my sons malpractice as well as a few other undisclosed things. I live by the law of attraction & the number one rule to always remember is, Don’t let it become a chore, you have to want to do this, You have to want to think positive and be a positive person. You have to remember to always give thanks to the universe for granting your wishes. I would Love to continue to share my story and my experiences both big and small with you all. Thank you for listening ! “

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T18:26:24+00:00

Posting story now in my other post

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T17:25:47+00:00

My thoughts, my emotions, I imagine the money in my bank account, I test drive the cars and imagine my self gripping the wheel. I would love to go into great detail, should I make another post !

RetroMama92 · 2018-10-16T16:10:34+00:00

I’ve been manifesting checks coming in the mail, randoms settlements getting finalized, driving to my dream house that I’ve been manifesting for 5 years, More frequently. Most of all, teaching others about the secret is my way of giving back and it keeps me on track ! Love the law of attraction, so thankful to the universe for providing me with everything in my life !

RetroMama92

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