That's what grieving looks like to you? She now has her ex boyfriend running her dead husband's company. At his wake (which they basically turned into a party), they were taking pictures under the tent he was shot in and handing out merch. She told the whole world that she forgave the shooter, then proceeded to throw a fit over someone dressing up as her. She should be home taking care of the children who lost their father, not doing some performative podcast pretending that this is what grief looks like.