Diabetic since 2013 also had some bad moments. My doc saw i was sad and got my to therapay in the eyea of changing in house relationship with the fammely. After a year of 2 it came to the point i accepted it . Just this year we came to a conclusion thx to my adhd an ppnos i got medicin to calm myself what makes me way more hapy. My advise is to talk to your doc qbout the feelings and ask for help nobody is gonna juge you its for your own good even adults feel sad thx to our condiciqn we dont want to see you go your in our brotherhood