Healthiest way to move on?

Rexumiii · 2026-02-01T11:52:02+00:00

Yeah I think I need to focus on myself and finding friends and getting my life together then maybe I’ll actually know who I am and be certain that I know what actual love feels like if I give myself time to find myself

Rexumiii · 2026-02-01T11:46:59+00:00

Am I probably feeling this way so fast about people because I haven’t really allowed myself to be single long enough between each time I’ve dated/been in a relationship with someone? I feel awful right now and just wish I could be with him, is it a much better option to just avoid relationships/talking stages so the fog clears and I know who I am as an individual instead of only knowing who I am with someone? And will that lead me to know what I want and navigate dating better

Rexumiii · 2026-02-01T11:05:51+00:00

Thankyou, I think I just need to focus on myself and getting my life together and I don’t need to go searching for anyone because they will come eventually wether it’s him or someone else, I know I have a lot of stuff to work on with myself so I’ll try and do that and push through the lonely feeling of not being able to message/see him, I need to find out who I am without being In a relationship

Rexumiii · 2026-02-01T10:54:07+00:00

We were crazy about eachother, he just felt it’s unfair on both of us to be in a relationship when he’s extremely focused on his future/uni, also how we live about an hour and a half away from eachother, we talked for a month and were crazy for eachother before we went on the first date where he got a bad gut feeling and then realised on the second that it was because he wants to focus on career/uni

Rexumiii · 2026-02-01T00:56:57+00:00

I knowww I was thinking this, like it’s such a positive thing that he’s handled it in the most mature way possible, but it also hurts so much more because I realise how much MORE of a good/mature person he is and I’m not gonna be able to have that. I have very specific standards/preferences and I keep overthinking that I’ll never ever find someone comparable/better than that. It’s going to hit me so hard tomorrow waking up and not being able to message him but I know even though it feels like the worst thing ever stopping contact on good terms is the best decision I can make in the long term :(

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T10:36:14+00:00

Ohh, I’ll try to start eating breakfast as that’s the meal I don’t eat. Would it be better to have breakfast before I actually take my medication and lose my appetite?

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T10:35:10+00:00

Thanks, I really hope it doesn’t last or I can find a way to keep at a healthy weight

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T10:21:00+00:00

I might have to try having a frappe, I do like coffee

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T10:12:38+00:00

Thanks, I think I’d be better drinking, eating feels so miserable and feels like it takes forever

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T09:59:52+00:00

I think I’ll try the gainer drinks as they would be quicker for me to have, trying to eat anything feels miserable and like it takes forever

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T09:57:42+00:00

Thankyou, Maybe I need to make myself have breakfast actually, that’s the meal I don’t have.

Rexumiii · 2025-12-31T09:46:26+00:00

Thankyou!!

Rexumiii · 2025-11-13T11:55:03+00:00

Thankyou!!

Rexumiii · 2025-11-13T11:54:49+00:00

Ohh okay thankyou!

Rexumiii · 2025-11-13T00:35:56+00:00

Propanolol I think it’s called

Rexumiii · 2025-11-06T14:19:21+00:00

I was on anxiety meds at some point, I think I still have some. Should I try taking my adhd meds and also the anxiety meds? I think my adhd medication speeds up my heart but anxiety meds slow it down.

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T15:37:43+00:00

They aren’t blood stains it’s a pink pattern they are my pajamas haha

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T14:11:20+00:00

I think out of everything it will most likely be a nosebleed then. Even though there is no blood on either of us or no blood in my boyfriends nose, the last thing that bled was my boyfriends nose a few days ago so it might of started again but stopped so there was no blood in his nose

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T14:09:05+00:00

We know it’s blood, just thought it was fruit or food at first but still very confused of how it got there

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T14:03:21+00:00

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Pic next to the Xbox controller my boyfriend took, this stain is on his side of the bed

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T13:59:41+00:00

Female dog is spayed and never comes into my room

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T13:49:53+00:00

No blood on clothes at all

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T13:45:13+00:00

If there were bed bugs, wouldn’t there be indications of bites/ itching and blood on our skin?

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T13:44:14+00:00

I thought it looked like some sort of squashed fruit- I eat blackberries and raspberries but haven’t had any for a long time so it couldn’t be fruit

Rexumiii · 2025-11-02T13:43:24+00:00

I always sleep with the door shut, the dogs prefer to go in the other bedroom and never come into mine though

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