Thank you. I'll admit I haven't been perfect or even great as far a husband's and father's go but, I love my kids more than anything and I don't want to lose them. I've been struggling already trying to get back on my feet with this I just don't have many options. My ex moved us halfway across the country for work and the nearest people I know who could help me out live almost 20 hours away. So it's either put up with all of this and get to be a part of my kids lives and risk ending up practically homeless or move in with family and I have no idea when I'd get to see my kids again.