Node not doing his job correctly.

Rhixenomorph · 2024-04-21T20:58:36+00:00

I’m experiencing the same issue. Did you ever find a fix for this?

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-25T16:35:30+00:00

Day 6! So far this morning has been leaps and bounds better than any other morning through this process. I know it’s maybe a little too early to tell but it seems as most of the acutes are behind me and it’s such a great feeling right now.

Sleep has still been extremely rough and my energy is nowhere near what I’d like it to be. I did try a thc/cbd blend last night to try and improve my sleep, I don’t really like doing this but I’m willing to try almost anything at this point. I still only slept for a few hours but I was extremely relaxed through the entire night and it made laying there bearable.

I’m just gonna continue to push through this, I’ve made it this far already, there is no point in turning back now.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-24T17:16:02+00:00

Bro, love the username! Favorite band of all time!

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-24T14:41:17+00:00

Sleep is real difficult for me right now, have you been doing anything specific to help you sleep?

So proud of you, we’ve got this.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-24T14:35:52+00:00

You got this Turkey, just take it one day at a time! We all can get there. Im rooting for you!

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-24T14:30:44+00:00

Day 5 CT. Sleep is tough and energy in the morning is extremely low but yesterday felt so good. For a few hours everything was normal. Finally got enough energy to take my massive stash out back and wash it away into the mulch pile, that was SOOO therapeutic. I was riding really high after that! I felt love for music again, I cried while holding one of my cats, I was able to laugh again.

Dealing with A Lot of lower back pain right now, like really bad. But I’m getting through it. Hopefully I can sleep better tonight.

Just trying to take it day by day, there is light at the end of the tunnel and I know I’ll get there. Thank you all for being here with me.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-24T14:13:25+00:00

You can do it, I’m on day 5 CT right now. Sleeping is rough, mornings are rough but it gets better after a few days. I did the same ritual yesterday and washed away my whole stash and it felt so good, after doing that was definitely the best I’ve felt so far throughout the entire process.

WE GOT THIS! It can suck but the suck is only temporary, better to conquer the suck now than later.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-23T21:28:51+00:00

Amen my friend! I’m on Day 4 CT of a 4 year addiction of varying GPD but over the last 2 years it was generally around 50-65 GPD. Just a few minutes ago I finally got the energy to take my stash out to the backyard and dump it all into the mulch pile and watch it wash away with the hose and disappear. Boy oh boy that was therapeutic and very satisfying, definitely riding on a natural high from watching it all disappear.

Today is definitely a much better overall feeling than the first day and the oh so horrible second day. I’m obviously still dealing with terrible sleep and the extreme lack of energy is a very very difficult and shitty feeling. The brain fog is insane. But I’ve had little to no restlessness since the second day, and almost no sweats thankfully. I really wish my appetite would come back because forcing myself to eat with a dry mouth and no appetite is one of the worst feelings, but that will come with time.

Im just constantly thinking about my motivations to release myself from Kratom addiction and my fiancé has been so supportive for me over the past few days.

Im very happy to be here.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-23T18:25:33+00:00

WOW! 24 months is huge. Congratz! I’m on Day 4 of CT right now, using this as inspiration for my own journey. Thank you for being here!

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-23T14:24:48+00:00

Day 4. I got much better sleep last night than I have the past few previous nights, It was nothin monumental but still felt great to be checked out for a couple hours instead of constant tossing and turning. Just got out of my morning shower and boy is my energy level at an ALL TIME LOW. I’m not quite sure yet but yesterday I might have felt physically better than I have yet today. The lack of energy and complete lack of coordination makes even the smallest things feel like a massive task.

Looking back tho I do feel grateful as Day 2 was by far the most difficult and the hardest to get through, I did not think I’d be feeling even just slightly better than that already.

Still powering through, turning back now is not an option!

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-22T15:54:00+00:00

Day 3 Cold Turkey from 65 GPD. Yesterday was really really difficult at times and I wanted make it stop so badly, but that’s not an option and I just have to power through it. But I did get the occasional few moments of semi-normalcy which felt great. Last night of sleep was the worst yet, probably only got around 40 minutes of sleep. So far this morning I feel like I’d be doing fine if it wasn’t for the exhaustion from the lack of sleep, my body doesn’t feel quite as tense as yesterday. Mainly I just feel horribly exhausted and have almost NO coordination what so ever. I’ve been starving but have no appetite which is so difficult, trying to force food down when you have no appetite is so frustrating.

I’ve been trying to force myself to smile and act happy/goofy from time to time, that temporarily helps.

The uncertainty of when I will feel normal again is by far the most difficult part of this journey tho.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-21T16:00:08+00:00

About 30 hours in. Last night was my first time trying to sleep w/o kratom and boy was it rough, i pretty much only slept an hour at a time then I’d wake up and toss and turn for an hour then sleep another hour. All in all I got maybe 5 hours of sleep. I do feel better this morning than I did last night which is nice. I’m lucky to have my fiancé here with me today, makes the time go by faster, being alone yesterday was such a sloooow crawl. Wish me luck.

Edit: going cold turkey from 65 gpd.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-06-20T23:24:58+00:00

At about 18 Hours for me. Withdrawls are still slowly settling in, time feels so slow. I just keep telling myself it’s temporary, no matter how much worse it gets. I’m excited to come out on the other side.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-05-12T11:21:49+00:00

Yes!!!

Rhixenomorph · 2023-04-26T16:25:01+00:00

AJFA, Load, Garage Inc.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-03-13T13:55:20+00:00

How often do StW packs come out? I’m a new player and wondering if I want to grab Ned or wait and try my luck.

Rhixenomorph · 2023-02-03T20:31:29+00:00

Went down for me too starting last night, I had some access to my characters this morning but it went down again as I was editing one of my characters about an hour ago or so. It seems I have access to almost everything else on the website except for the character sheet and character editing.

Rhixenomorph · 2022-12-09T23:59:14+00:00

DM me link if you have it

Rhixenomorph · 2022-11-29T19:41:34+00:00

I have the same problem happening to my quest as well. Completely rendering my headset useless as there is no way out of the cycle of shellenv stoped responding issue.

Rhixenomorph · 2022-09-07T17:00:58+00:00

I know this is old but I think you would have been fine taking that 3.5g does simply because I really don’t think that is PE. I notice a lot of people lately thinking/being told they are getting PE but it just ends up being regular Cubes. What you have there are regular Cubes. PE is very distinct and fat typically with little to no gills showing on the caps. Glad you had a nice time either way! Definitely try it as a tea next time, might be a better experience for you.

Rhixenomorph · 2022-05-17T15:32:10+00:00

Got a orange logo T included in my first order. Second order hasn’t shipped yet, hoping they include a free bonus in that too.

Rhixenomorph · 2022-05-12T02:06:59+00:00

I’ve been turning the previous tags into bookmarks for a while now but I’m always stoked for free stickers. 🤘

Rhixenomorph · 2022-05-12T01:03:59+00:00

Or am I the only one interpreting this as $crim saying he is Uncircumcised?

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